It took me awhile, but I think now I can go into specifics.
This was my last thread, but I didn't wanna leave you guys in the dark.
My dog, Lucky, passed away at the age of 10 about a week ago, my father died of a heroine overdose directly the day after. My father and I weren't the closest but he still cared, I could tell.
The same year, my uncle Joe had died from the same thing.
Just as well, my cousin has dormant cancer. I've seen a lot of death for a 19 year old in my lifetime, more then most should see in their mid-thirties.
Thats why I left, and I know how supportive you guys are, I didn't make it clear enough. But I consider a lot of you my best friends, no matter what I've said, I've always recieved incredible support from you guys in all my endeavors, you are awesome people with big hearts, brilliant minds, and amazing personalities.
KMC will always be an important part of my life, I'll miss you all very dearly.
Who knows, maybe I'll be back one day. Pain doesn't last forever.
Forever Your Friend, Jman.