I agree, I couldn't give a tiny rats ass.
The point is Lauren, that sometimes (I'm saying every day) its nice to get totally wasted and not remember a thing. Then, as you say, you wake up feeling like death-warmed-up and you promise never to drink again.............until the urge eventually returns and the circle of alcohol goes on.
Believe me, at your age it seems very stupid, give it a couple of years and you'll totally understand. 😄