My #NoFap Experience

Started by Putinbot16 pages

@Kurk, your trolling cracks me up! Kudos "son".

Originally posted by Putinbot1
Pinocchio, why don't girls like you? I mean you have no job, a school level education and you don't like women... I don't understand it.

A true mystery, unsolvable

Originally posted by Kurk
Why do you date skanks then, Surt?

Well Kurk...I don't. I would never date a woman who was up front and said "I'm a skank". I dated women who turned out to be skanky.

Let me give you a tip if you ever date. If a girl says she only has male friends cuz she just "doesn't get along with other women" run for the hills.

Originally posted by Putinbot1
@Kurk, your trolling cracks me up! Kudos "son".

I can't tell if it's trolling or real.

Originally posted by Surtur
Well Kurk...I don't. I would never date a woman who was up front and said "I'm a skank". I dated women who turned out to be skanky.

Let me give you a tip if you ever date. If a girl says she only has male friends cuz she just "doesn't get along with other women" run for the hills.

It's time you let that go and move on with your life. High School is High School.

Originally posted by Surtur
Well Kurk...I don't. I would never date a woman who was up front and said "I'm a skank". I dated women who turned out to be skanky.

Let me give you a tip if you ever date. If a girl says she only has male friends cuz she just "doesn't get along with other women" run for the hills.

Most people don't live up to others expectations, yesterday we found out Fly had a micropenis. However, Pinocchio, it's worth remembering that nobody is perfect and people need to compromise to make anything work.

Originally posted by Robtard
It's time you let that go and move on with your life. High School is High School.

If only my high school years were the only time I dated a ho, ya kno?

Originally posted by Putinbot1
Most people don't live up to others expectations, yesterday we found out Fly had a micropenis. However, Pinocchio, it's worth remembering that nobody is perfect and people need to compromise to make anything work.

I don't expect perfection, just non-skankyness.

I feel like if it's difficult to not be skanky...yeah, that girl ain't for me.

Originally posted by Putinbot1
Pinocchio, why don't girls like you? I mean you have no job, a school level education and you don't like women... I don't understand it.
Surtur's jobless too? Oh boy this keeps getting better. Hypocrite conservative probably lives off welfare.
Originally posted by Robtard
You'll also lose muscle mass(or not gain it in your case), get soggy and man-titties.

Here's the thing:

Testosterone makes you into a god damn ape. Also, remember that thread I made a while back about men being the reason for society's problems? That's testosterone's fault.

- We don't need muscles in a world of machinery and technology
- We don't need body hair in a world of clothing and heat
- Testosterone levels correlate with having dark-triad personality traits (narcissism, psychopathy, Machiavellianism)
- Testosterone is also thought to be linked to autism
- Basically testosterone just makes you less empathetic, and less of people person. It has no place in the 21st century.

High estrogen levels will give you man boobs; the fat index can be countered by the gym.

Kurk just inject soy directly into your bloodstream.

Fly has a small dick? Surtur still dwells in his high-school years despite being a grown ass 30+ year old man? Oh boy this keeps getting better and better. Keep 'em coming Puttybot!

Originally posted by Surtur
Kurk just inject soy directly into your bloodstream.
Link me to pubmed and I'll consider it.

Originally posted by Kurk
Fly has a small dick? Surtur still dwells in his high-school years despite being a grown ass 30+ year old man? Oh boy this keeps getting better and better. Keep 'em coming Puttybot!

If you're going to believe everything Putinbot says...yeah, you're doomed.

My chaste tree berry tea has arrived (Amazon shipping is super fast even when you select the cheapest non-Prime option). I'm hesitant to go through with this as I'm having second thoughts, but I'll let you guys know in a few days if it changes much.

Lol...

Convert to the light side?

Originally posted by The Ellimist
Convert to the light side?
I feel as though without testosterone I am converting to the light-side.

There is no emotion. There is peace.
There is no ignorance. There is knowledge
There is no passion. There is serenity.
There is no chaos. There is harmony.
There is no death. There is the force
(I don't believe in this line though)

Before this I considered myself to be a light-Sith as I looked up to Vectivus, Gravid, and Dooku, but now, I can't even justify following the Sith code any longer.

Without test, my ambitions are gone. I feel no need to pursue my goals. Achieving immortality is pointless to me as I no longer feel the need to dominate or rule over people. I'm completely apathetic.

I think to myself "What is that you want Kurk? What do you want out of life?", and frankly, I can't come up with an answer.

I shall become a jedi-monk to try and ascertain this answer.

The only thing I might want to help contribute to is the advancement of AI. I wish for an AI take over simply because humans are too flawed biologically to advance ourselves any further with good results. We've reached the point of diminishing returns.

If my master finds out I am abandoning the Sith, he will have me killed for sure.

If I'm being honest, this all comes down to MythLord. Myth is the only one here who has spoken to me about Raven. I hold Raven dear and near, and since Myth is the closest embodiment of Raven I know of (meaning, when I need a second opinion on Raven I go to him for guidance), I usually do as he says.

Myth told me to an hero after I revealed my original Sith-type visions for the future. He didn't like my ambition as it would hurt many people. So I asked myself, "what would Raven do?". Ultimately, I decided that Myth was right, and that in order to mold myself into somebody Raven would respect, I needed to change myself.

Testosterone is the reason for all the problems with humanity. Dark triad personality traits are correlated with it, and it makes men impulsive, selfish, and callous to other's emotions. By de-masculizing myself, I am diminishing these negative traits. I'm not saying I want to become a women, per-say, but gender neutral and asexual at least.

So far it has worked. I've been drinking spearmint tea regularly which is an anti-androgen in itself. When I start using Chaste Tree, a "female's herb", I expect that I will have lost all ambition, narcissism, and willingness to do harm.

I am doing this for MythLord. I am doing this for Raven.

Wait if you're having such a struggle with life and hormones why would you want to be immortal?

Originally posted by Surtur
Wait if you're having such a struggle with life and hormones why would you want to be immortal?
There is no rational reason to want to be immortal anymore now that my T-levels are low. Again, ambition is gone.

Originally posted by Kurk
There is no rational reason to want to be immortal anymore now that my T-levels are low. Again, ambition is gone.

And you achieved this by drinking tea?