The GDF Septic Tank (Official Off Topic)

Originally posted by BackFire
Did you tell him that you were an only child before he told you that he was? If so then he was likely just lying and creating a character for you to connect to. It’s classic cluster B stuff because these people often have little to no identify of their own so they take stuff from their partners and create personas for that specific person. It’s likely he act’s completely differently with other people to the point where you may not even recognize him if you saw him interacting with someone else.

Seriously tho, you make a lot of sense. Sometimes I felt like we connected too much. I do not connect with many people, so I tend to attach to people who seem familiar with me, but I know to keep my distance and let them know that they can tell me if I'm being too clingy, because that's my ****edness.

God, I don't know. Do people exist like this in reality? I thought it was a stereotype.

I really thought I'd found someone I connected to.

At the moment, Backfire and I are video chatting/sexing.

His dick is huge but it looks like a meerkat peaking out of a very large and unruly brown bush. Just pubes. Pubes everywhere. You can't even tell when the body hair stops and the pubes begin: his whole body is just pubes in various lengths.

i didn't even know mormons would allowed to be gay

Originally posted by Surtur
i didn't even know mormons would allowed to be gay

You can be gay, just not act on the gayness.

No gay sex. Probably sex-video chats are sins, too.

Also, BF and I are definitely not video chatting. But I'm still going to hell for many other reasons. WEEEEEE!

Damn the aliens that founded your religion were bigoted as f*ck yo

Originally posted by Scribble
I can't remember, and honestly iirc perhaps he mentioned it first?? I don't know. I don't want to have been that severely manipulated. I could check PM's but we PM'd a LOT, so it'd be a lot of backtracking.

Seriously tho, you make a lot of sense. Sometimes I felt like we connected too much. I do not connect with many people, so I tend to attach to people who seem familiar with me, but I know to keep my distance and let them know that they can tell me if I'm being too clingy, because that's my ****edness.

God, I don't know. Do people exist like this in reality? I thought it was a stereotype.

I really thought I'd found someone I connected to.

Yes, they do unfortunately. I dated a girl who I believe had a mild case of BPD, which shares many characteristics with Narcissism. When researching it I found many people who have had similar experiences.

Frankly, be happy that they are out of your life. Cluster B personalities that are untreated are toxic as hell and cancer to the heart. And it's very creepy how quickly and severely their entire personality may change, as well as the way they think of you. They can literally wake up one day and go from loving you to hating you for no reason.

Honestly it's probably best if you assume that everything they told you about themselves was a lie, and come to terms with the idea that you may have been talking to what is essentially a mask that this person was wearing the entire time, and that the person you thought you knew may not have really existed. Maybe seek therapy as well because the idea that you had a "relationship" with someone who essentially was a creation just for you is pretty damaging psychologically.

Originally posted by dadudemon
At the moment, Backfire and I are video chatting/sexing.

His dick is huge but it looks like a meerkat peaking out of a very large and unruly brown bush. Just pubes. Pubes everywhere. You can't even tell when the body hair stops and the pubes begin: his whole body is just pubes in various lengths.

Actually I shave my pubes.

Originally posted by dadudemon
You can be gay, just not act on the gayness.

No gay sex. Probably sex-video chats are sins, too.

Also, BF and I are definitely not video chatting. But I'm still going to hell for many other reasons. WEEEEEE!

and we all know it uhuh

biscuits

Originally posted by BackFire
Yes, they do unfortunately. I dated a girl who I believe had a mild case of BPD, which shares many characteristics with Narcissism. When researching it I found many people who have had similar experiences.

Frankly, be happy that they are out of your life. Cluster B personalities that are untreated are toxic as hell and cancer to the heart. And it's very creepy how quickly and severely their entire personality may change, as well as the way they think of you. They can literally wake up one day and go from loving you to hating you for no reason.

Honestly it's probably best if you assume that everything they told you about themselves was a lie, and come to terms with the idea that you may have been talking to what is essentially a mask that this person was wearing the entire time, and that the person you thought you knew may not have really existed. Maybe seek therapy as well because the idea that you had a "relationship" with someone who essentially was a creation just for you is pretty damaging psychologically.

Actually I shave my pubes.

Perhaps you are right, but it is so sudden. We were chatting happily and then this. It's so ****ing random. I don't get it... even though I have similar traits, and I've dated a girl with severe BPD before, she was never this sudden and extreme. So I'm still majorly wtfing.

I'm in therapy. My therapist assumed the friendship/relationship I'd built with Eon was good. It was good — it was contributing to my progression. I developed a lot of my gender expression around his lies. Now what? What do I do? Was it all a ****ing lie? I just... I just don't get it...

Note: the girl I dated with BPD did also do some seriously crazy shit, but I never saw her do anything this astoundingly sudden and bizarre in such an exaggerated and polar way, so it's very confusing to me.

Originally posted by Scribble
But I have BPD and traits of NPD too. I thought I could sense them, or at least understand them...

Perhaps you are right, but it is so sudden. We were chatting happily and then this. It's so ****ing random. I don't get it... even though I have similar traits, and I've dated a girl with severe BPD before, she was never this sudden and extreme. So I'm still majorly wtfing.

I'm in therapy. My therapist assumed the friendship/relationship I'd built with Eon was good. It was good — it was contributing to my progression. I developed a lot of my gender expression around his lies. Now what? What do I do? Was it all a ****ing lie? I just... I just don't get it...

Well the fact that you are 1) aware of these things about yourself and 2) in therapy and getting treatment of some kind shows that you are probably able to function more normally. If he's not in therapy and just says "Yeah I'm narcissistic, oh well", then his disorder is probably much more severe and thus he's capable of things that you wouldn't be because you are self aware.

Also it's pretty common for people with cluster B personalities to attract one another for whatever reason.

Originally posted by BackFire
Well the fact that you are 1) aware of these things about yourself and 2) in therapy and getting treatment of some kind shows that you are probably able to function more normally. If he's not in therapy and just says "Yeah I'm narcissistic, oh well", then his disorder is probably much more severe and thus he's capable of things that you wouldn't be because you are self aware.

Also it's pretty common for people with cluster B personalities to attract one another for whatever reason.

Originally posted by dadudemon
You can be gay, just not act on the gayness.

No gay sex. Probably sex-video chats are sins, too.

Also, BF and I are definitely not video chatting. But I'm still going to hell for many other reasons. WEEEEEE!

Are you noticing the number of the beast everywhere?

Been seeing that a lot. In fact, when I was playing Everspace, I got that exact amount in a money drop.

I also leaned on a remote and made 777777. No idea if that means anything.

Originally posted by Scribble
Eon Blue is, according to him, married. He continued a relationship with me despite this. His 'womanhood' is a complete lie. Honestly hilarious tbh

This came entirely out of left field.

And escalated very quickly.

Originally posted by Adam_PoE
This came entirely out of left field.

Originally posted by Adam_PoE
And escalated very quickly.

Originally posted by Scribble
I feel like such a ****ing idiot.

Live and learn.

Originally posted by Adam_PoE
Live and learn.

Recently, I've edged back more left-wing. I think billionaires needs to be brought to heel. Globalist corporatism is killing us all.

The NWO will be one built around neoliberal global corporatism.

Well, I notice people who have aired their dirty laundry about other peoples online relationships with them are telling Eon and Scribble not to do the same. I'm happy with that, none of you should do it.