Tela stood up. "How do you mourn one who is not dead, Heather?" she asked before turning and going inside. She stood beside the twins cribs knowing that if she could never have Vash back that she would give into an old killer of many elves. Some called it fading. Grief over takes you and you loose the will to live therefore you move through life an empty shell while your spirit slowly drifts away until its completely gone and your body is truly lifeless.