Yes, she does like to "show a lot of skin." Yea, I guess that's Disney again, turning out sexually daring people: Britney Spears, Vanessa Hudgens... Dove Cameron seems clean. I have an old best friend whose dad's name is Cameron, and she seems to have achieved some fame maybe partially online, too. I lost her BlogSpot, but we hadn't been talking...
I'm sorry Bella Thorne is experiencing illegal drugs, if what you say is true. A lotta people think drugs are the next step above smoking, which is bad for your lungs. I actually smoked 2 cigarettes and feel no addiction. I don't drink alcohol unless in food and if I were a pro connoisseur of food.
I never knew she did drugs. I knew she and Chloe Moretz each worked with Drew Barrymore, and I knew they'd come out sexually lesbian and they did.
I like her, like I like other people too! but I don't like how they keep getting used against me. I mean, I feel like I have nothing. It's not a joke. I'm easily tipped into feeling upset and then my dad gets mad when he finds out, even if it were just a thought in my head. I'm 31 but live at home cuz my college said I wasn't outgoing enough to do music probably and took me out of some things I did, singing and Music Education, which was interesting. I'm trying to go back to a community college that allows beginning/intermediate violinists. I'm on pills I have to take if I live at home, for schizophrenia, and I got diabetes from pills, too. They make me tired. The years seem to have gone quickly by, but at least I'm still here. I can make my life better by blogging, as everyone should.
Did you notice how Anna Kendrick doesn't work with Tim Burton? That's for a different reason than Bella Thorne. Anna Kendrick doesn't want to mess up with him. Bella Thorne seems to think Ellen DeGeneres isn't going to be her mother, so why bother being on the show? when she can chase me and the people I meet who are older, under the approval of Ellen DeGeneres. I'm trying to go with it and not complain to people out of nowhere, but I'm willing to discuss other people on a message board so people aren't left guessing. I think she really has communicated with older people I met, and there is some question on if I will have it as good as I would have someday without all these petty excuses, like posting this here or the fact sometimes I think upset thoughts a bit by accident when people bully me, I've shown public aggression against all the people acting like I'm not good racially, etc.
I guess you can just say me being in trouble is the point of discussion. If I'm in trouble for these little things, everyone should be in trouble. There's no question about that. It gets in my way, too, that they aren't. It's just that Bella Thorne actually says if I meet someone older I like that it was supposed to be all for her and not for me, like she was destined to be what she thinks I get that I don' t deserve. Older people I trusted, even priests, say that, that I don't deserve to be treated as good as I do already. How mean is that? I mean, I'm treated like I'm so good and people who meet me all think I'm on top as a person, and Bella Thorne literally thinks she should have gotten it and that me getting it is just an insult to her, partially because she even thinks because Ellen DeGeneres said, as many do say and cling to actually, mark my word that what I say is important... that if Ellen DeGeneres said I was not on her good list that me coming back for attention is stealing it from Bella Thorne, the rightful owner because Ellen DeGeneres doesn't have me on the good list anyway. So, I don't know if you get it, but it's like playing around with me, like I don't matter.
I'm sorry if this is strange, but I don't want to leave anyone hanging wondering how peculiar I am to post this, like you guys need to know. You know? I know about that kind of thing. I like Bella Thorne, but I might not be good enough for her in her public opinion. I mean, she's cultured and a film actress. I'm not really a bad person because I might not be her type.
Yea, I was willing to look into her because I cared about her and found her to be an attractive young lady. I don't think she'd like me because I look funny and am still fat. I used to be skinny, tho. She is involved a lot in things to do with important things or things in my life, so this is just me spilling the beans from like 5 years of my condition with Ellen DeGeneres. You know, Ellen DeGeneres doesn't need this kind of stress. I don't think she's happy about how things happen. Even if she is nice, other people draw out anger from her and side with her, like she has to be against me cuz they're jealous of anyone who gets attention from her maybe, rather than be in it for a good time. Maybe, they are lonelier...