First of all, - just for some background: My Mum died right when I was born, (she was actually really, really hot- but this isn't about her. I guess that's ****ed up to say, but whatever.) I actually grew up with my dad's family, because my dad has all sorts of emotional issues and he bailed before I was born. So you can see, my childhood was really kind of messed up.
Anyways, growing up I feel like there was always a lot of distance between me and my sister. When I was about 17 or 18 I first noticed that my sister was a hottie.
I don't want to go into too many details about it, but basically what happened is that I accidentally found a video that she made of herself. I knew she didn't make it for me- but I thought she was so ****ing beautiful that I watched it twice. I probably would have watched it a hell of a lot more, except that like right around the time I found the video, all this crazy shit went down and I had to leave home. (My dad's family who I was staying with got in bad trouble with the law. I never talk about it).
Sooo... I was totally lusting after my sister at that point. She was also having bad trouble with the law. She was actually in custody when I left home.
My friend and I went to go pick her up. When I saw her that day, after seeing the video, I have to be honest, I just wanted to **** her brains out. Looking back on it now, it's pretty messed up- but I think she had feelings for me too. She actually kissed me right after we came to get her... and it wasn't a sisterly kiss, you know? I mean, it wasn't like ridiculously sexual or anything, but it definitely wasn't sisterly.
After we left, we all went to crash with my Sister's friends. On the trip there, my friend sort of implied that he wanted to get with my Sister, and I got a little jealous. He's a good looking guy- and even though she was my sister- I just felt like he was competition. Not much else happened between us for a while except some maybe-sexy hugging.
Pretty much everyone in my life at that point was wanted by the government, so we all moved around a lot. I'm not saying that I'm proud of it or anything, but it was kind of an awesome time.
My friend and my sister never hooked up I don't think- but I thought there was some serious sexual tension going on between them. It was around that time that I got really badly hurt in an accident. It was ****ed up. I almost died. But when I was in recovery my sister came to see me, and out of the clear blue sky she started gives me this awesome, slow, passionate kiss on the lips.
Sadly (although, I guess for the best) nothing ever came of it. We spent some time apart... and I started to get really religious, so I tried not to think of her that way. It was actually going well for a long time- like I was totally over her. But I have to say, like a year or so after all that stuff went down, we were out sailing (not like a date or anything romantic like that), and she was wearing like the hottest bikini I've ever ****ing seen and it brought back all the old feelings. Sigh.
A little while later she actually wound up with my friend from before (the sexual tension guy). I can't say I was surprised.
But even after she was shacking up with my friend, there was one time we were at a party... my friend was inside, and my sister and I were outside alone. It was a really intimate moment. I think something might have happened, except that I killed the mood when I told her that Darth Vader was our father and that I had to go face him.
get cancer already uhuh
Originally posted by ~Wålshy~
first thing i did was go into the wrong room aweherm then there was like loads of people there cause apparently the people who were meant to be doing it last week were doing it today so it was packed and then we had to do this test thing and cause im not an idiot i read the questions before answering them and questions 18 was "ignore questions 1-17' and like id done something similar to that before anyway xD but it was funny watching the people who did do it like stand on their chairs and say their names and stuff
then we had to do interview the person next to us awehawe and the guy asked me to move with this other guy, i dunno why, maybe cause the other guy already knew the guy next to him and i knew literally nobody but a bunch of them knew each other like and so me and this guy just interviewed each other and then stand up and tell everyone what we now know about the person next to us. it was horrible >.> i mean the guy was a sound guy like but you know i just love speaking up in front of people and the questions we asked each other were pretty lame compared to everyone else aweherm and i was the last to do it cause everybody did it even though the guy said you wouldn't have to do it if you felt uncomfortable or whatever but i did do it then there was a short break and i wanted to get something to drink, as usual i went alone as everyone gathered outside and 'mingled' >.> then i come back outside the building and everyone was inside so i was late you know should of said that we only had like 5 minutes or something
then the manager guy started talking a lot of shit i didn't listen to and messing with our mind man uhuh just saying stuff like about how our brains work and how the little bit between the like two sides of our brain was closer together for with girls so thats why they can apparently multitask better cause they can pass information faster in their heads awebrow then someone said "then why can't they drive good" xD something like that and talked about how like people who think of something as a challenge will make it so or something it was just a lot of shit you know and i just left >.>