my goal is not to harm myself nor damage myself by making it an unhealthy obsession like this:
http://backseatcuddler.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/05/christina-ricci-too-thin.jpg
or
http://images.contactmusic.com/dn/iggy+pop_855_18716192_0_0_7001650_300.jpg
mine is a healthy image and the most i have or purposely gained is 25 lbs and remaining within a certain window of tolerance usually in the 10 to 15 lbs depending what look i am goin for.