Originally posted by That ACDC Chick
well, at least one person has confidence in me 😊
First dates are always nerve wracking, no matter how experienced you are in the dating field. Especially if you are really into the guy.
But listen, don't be too nervous. Don't worry. You're pretty, smart, and funny. He already likes you, and trust me, he'll be nervous on the date too. 😉
its just that side of me, the darkness that tells me im worthless and tells me i shouldnt be happy.
i cant shake it, ive been listening to it for years and i just dont know how to deal with it anymore.
im gonna push her away, i know i am.
it overwhelms me and i just need to shut everyone out.
its what i do, its what ive always done.
i honestly believe i dont deserve happiness.
what the **** does that say about me
and i am trying so hard to ignore that part of me.
its why im trying to change, i dont want to keep being so ****ing depressed, my anger is finally gone, and i dont need this shit ****ing with my head anymore.