Originally posted by Dave_97
no, it was the email that uses your name, i didnt want to post it incase you dont want kmcers knowing your last name.
there were two of them.
i didnt open them, they may have not been hotmail, i just saw the name and subject. assumed spam mail, as it was for dick enhancement.
since i like my size, and this is no secret, it'd be a pointless tactical move to attack me on a subject im proud of.
also, you're just not that immature, so hacked perhaps?
Okay, so there's this girl.
Disclaimer: Personal Issue. I just feel like venting.
She was in just about all of my classes through out middle school (gifted program), so we got to be good friends. I always felt like there was a lot of sexual tension between us (and I mean a lot), but nothing ever happened.
I was (for some reason) NEVER able to stop thinking about this girl. I have no idea why, but everyday I would think about her. I couldn't help it. I still ****in think about her all the time.
Last year, I had one class with her, and we didn't really talk to each other in it, at least not a lot. In the second semester of last year, I had no classes with her, and only saw her a few times in the hall.
This year, at the start, I didn't have any classes with her. I thought I was going to be able to get her off my mind (finally).
One day, they call me up to the counselors. They tell me I'm getting a schedule change.
I walk into my new class, see a bunch of people I know, say "Hi!" to them, and go to a random desk and chill for a minute.
I looked around a bit to see who else is in the class, and there she is. She was staring at me, and playing with her hair.
So I wave to her and smile at her a little bit, and she goes "Hey!"
I'm going to be honest with you, she is probably the most beautiful person I have ever seen in my life. No joke, she's fine as hell.
The next day I was talking to some of my friends, and she gets up and walks by me, and I look at her ass (not on purpose, my eyes just kind of wandered towards it), and I go "Daaayyuuumm... where did she get that?"- my friends laughed.
Her ass used to be small and flat. I don't know wtf happened, but it is NICE now.
Idk if she knew I was talking about her, or if she knew what I was talking about, but she did look at me and smile a little bit.
Idk, maybe I should ask her out. We flirt every damn time we talk, a lot of her friends tell me she is "in love" with me, and there's got to be some reason why I can't get her off my mind. She's also insanely sexy, so that's a plus.
Anywho, I don't care if anybody reads this, and it's alright if you don't care about any of it, I just felt like I needed to write it all down somewhere.
Peace and love.
And one day in New York City, baby
A girl fell from the sky
From the top of a burning apartment building
Fourteen stories high
And when her spirit left her body
How it split the sun
I know that she will live forever
All goes on and on and on and
She goes and now she knows she'll never be afraid
To watch the morning paper blow
Into a hole where no one can escape
i can't sleep
i don't really want to sleep
i don't wanna face whatever nightmares are waiting for my so im just gonna hope for a dreamless sleep tomorrow night
ive already had countless nightmares about losing my mom, brother and sister, and how that all three of them have been in the hospital for threatening suicide, the nightmares seem more real than ever
i don't know how much longer i can stand it
i wish i knew someone who actually lived here in my city that i could go hang out with for even just a few hours, help get me out of this depressing ass house i live in