I had a really shitty day... as I mentioned in previous I was supposed to meet up with Taylor and talk once he got back from the cottage. He said he'd call
and so I waited all day for his call but he never called so around 3pm I decided to go out and enjoy the day. I turned off my phone...but checked in every so often. At around 8pm I got a text. Sorry we couldn't meet...I'm still at the cottage and I'll be staying here tonight. My.dads going to drive me to the airport in the morning. I all be back in the 15th. I hope you'll still want to see me again...
I was furious mad so I called up a buddy but biddy wasn't able to meet. So at this point I'm thinking what can I do? Not much its out of my control. I was thinking of revenge but that would give me momentary pleasure so I kept thinking. I read my favorite poem that helps me think positive and I calmed down...why am I going to hurt myself by getting angry
Waste if my time and energy. If I really wanted to get back at him I'd have to help myself.. make him see what a great guy I am and meet up.with him... forget about what happened and enjoy the summer.
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I also just had sex with some guy his van with a bed.
.tomorrow I start to love myself.
So to sum it up:
"I'm breaking it up. How dare you go out and enjoy yourself without me and no longer say you love me? You're still enjoying yourself without me?! I'm getting my revenge because I never should have left you. No, I'm not going to get back at you. But wait, I'll just **** this random guy when I am trying to get back with you."
Sorry, but it sounds like your guy is better off without the drama.