I couldn't talk I felt numb everything became surreal, my co workers were noticing I stayed silent. I felt like screaming deep inside like running out of there as far away from there as possible. I asked for an advil and kept my head down, they noticed my sadness so I kept on hintting everything was okay but it wasn't.
Originally posted by rudester
I got a reality slap tonight I don't know who to blame me or god
maybe we're just ants and nothing can help us because we're powerless. I think I'm going to leave my job. I'm going to start looking for new employment come Tue.
i usually get angry and try to forge my way through life at this point
life makes you feel insecure, bulk up emotionally and possibly physically and ****ing hit that god damn golieth in the face as hard as you can
whats making you feel down rudester?