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For me it's a daily struggle. I hate my weight even though people tell me I'm attractive. I hate the way I look in the mirror sometimes. It's something I've battled for years. But I do my part to eat healthy now. I eat a lot of avocados for healthy fats, and toast.

These days I don't care what people think of me other than I need to shower and smell clean. I do work out on the odd days when I'm not pigging out on fast food.

Soy bean shakes are the way to eat. If you can't eat through munching, make healthy smoothies. I do it whenever I remember too. I am also into walnuts and almonds. I'm trying to be health conscious.

My eating disorder slowly became manageable once I realized what foods I needed to make me happy. I also plan my meals ahead of time so I know what I will eat for the day.

I never know until I get hungry want I want, so it's always a surprise. But yeah, it's mostly salt.

Originally posted by immaturerainbow
8:00 sometimes 9:00.
I just woke up at 3:45.
Ever since I went inpatient for my eating disorder I’ve gotten up early and went to bed early.
I use to be going to bed at this time.

Sorry, I mean 6.

He means sex.

6 is sex?

Originally posted by rudester
For me it's a daily struggle. I hate my weight even though people tell me I'm attractive. I hate the way I look in the mirror sometimes. It's something I've battled for years. But I do my part to eat healthy now. I eat a lot of avocados for healthy fats, and toast.

These days I don't care what people think of me other than I need to shower and smell clean. I do work out on the odd days when I'm not pigging out on fast food.

Soy bean shakes are the way to eat. If you can't eat through munching, make healthy smoothies. I do it whenever I remember too. I am also into walnuts and almonds. I'm trying to be health conscious.

My eating disorder slowly became manageable once I realized what foods I needed to make me happy. I also plan my meals ahead of time so I know what I will eat for the day.

It’s good you don’t care what other people think. I definitely wish I didn’t care. I stopped posting on TikTok because people were trolling and calling me fat. Which really messed with my head. So I care too much about what people think. Going to a gym sounds nice. I’d really like to start that again.
I take adderall for my adhd (Have since I was a tween) so it kinda suppresses my appetite.

I can do soy shakes. Just gotta find them. I like to make my own sometimes with unsweetened almond milk or oat milk. A lot of the shakes I’ve noticed contain milk. I just need to find one that’ll agree with me. I tend to shop at Walmart and Publix.

I’m glad to hear it’s been manageable. That always makes me happy hearing other people make progress with their Ed’s. I’m glad you found food that makes you happier.

Originally posted by FalconPaunch!
You had about 5 hours sleep, that's good!

gym is good. 🙂

It definitely is. I had a gym membership when I lived with my parents but that’s over 2 hours away so I had to cancel. I need to find a gym nearby.

Originally posted by immaturerainbow
It’s definitely a daily struggle for me too. I haven’t been this size in a while. I had a small relapse in 2022 and got pretty small. Then I started drinking more to cope with emotions and that contributed to the weight gain. I’m not overweight by any means but I’m bigger than I feel comfortable with.
I love avocados. Especially on toast or bagels. I also like bagels with lox too. I do love smoothies. I’ve just been in kind of a bind with funds lately so I haven’t had a really good grocery shopping day to get what I want. When I lived with my parents it was easier to eat what I wanted.

It’s good you don’t care what other people think. I definitely wish I didn’t care. I stopped posting on TikTok because people were trolling and calling me fat. Which really messed with my head. So I care too much about what people think. Going to a gym sounds nice. I’d really like to start that again.
I take adderall for my adhd (Have since I was a tween) so it kinda suppresses my appetite.

I can do soy shakes. Just gotta find them. I like to make my own sometimes with unsweetened almond milk or oat milk. A lot of the shakes I’ve noticed contain milk. I just need to find one that’ll agree with me. I tend to shop at Walmart and Publix.

I’m glad to hear it’s been manageable. That always makes me happy hearing other people make progress with their Ed’s. I’m glad you found food that makes you happier.

When I was going through this phase, I researched foods that the body needs to sustain itself.

So I'm not sure if you are a vegan but I eat, chicken breast alot for protein. Lean ground beef for the guy. Fish for the brain. Pork loin for the iron. No other red meats.

I also like broccoli, spinach, salad and blue berries. Plantings over bananas.

It's tough in this economy. When I first moved out on my own I went to the food bank a lot. I would also go to drop ins to get meals in my college years. It really made a difference. Drop-in are places that give food, like churches and organizations.

Now I'm doing okay so I don't need to go. But it's nice to know I can go if I need to go.

People never change. Think of it this way--we all experience the same feelings and have the same desires and wants and needs. No one is perfect and those that seem perfect aren't.

I don't care what people think of because they are not directly in my life. I'm past the whole acceptance phase of my life and I am content being under the radar. I've done the club scene, the bar scene. I'm too old now to care.

My idea of happiness would be me myself and I eating a bunch of junk food while watching my favorite shows. And if I can get a good shag out of it, with a hot guy then that's a bonus. 😂

I meant to spell, "gut not guy" 😂

Originally posted by immaturerainbow
It definitely is. I had a gym membership when I lived with my parents but that’s over 2 hours away so I had to cancel. I need to find a gym nearby.

Originally posted by rudester
My idea of happiness would be me myself and I eating a bunch of junk food while watching my favorite shows. And if I can get a good shag out of it, with a hot guy then that's a bonus. 😂

Why is Israel still bombing Gaza for??

Damn hate reading the news

Those idiots will be fighting until they are the last 2 humans left in the universe.

No Israel has some type of machine that warns them if there is an airstrike

Sooner or later they're going to use up all their defenses and then it's guns ablazing and then fixed bayonets and then bloody rocks.

World war 3