“So much to tell you Ginny” he thought.
She moved closer to him. She was so close to him.
Her ginger/strawberry hair tickled his face.
She continued smiling. He felt his face twist into a smile.
All he just wanted to was reach up to her and touch her hair, her face, hold her…
But he couldn’t. He only had the grace to watch her smile. Watch her.
Not being able to speak or anything.
He wanted to. Tell her everything. Make her know he cares, and just how much he does.
He just wanted to show her his love.
His love.
The days went on. And Harry couldn’t help but feel sick. He might have won, Voldemort might be dead and the death eaters might armless now but nothing prepared him for this moment. All his life he’s imagined this time of his life, but never like this.
There was just so much lose, so much memories, pain, and open wounds.
Though Voldemort might be dead, though he might have won, the wounds still seemed so fresh.
So much sacrifice had been made. His parents, Sirius, Dumbledore, and so much more…
And here he was still alive…How come he deserves to live? How come his so full of pain? How come there’s so much destruction around him?
He sighed as he looked outside the window of the toilet he was standing in. Another ambulance made it’s way into the St. Mungo’s hospital.
He couldn’t believe he’s been coming here for the past two weeks. He’s been coming here everyday to see Ginny. She wasn’t admitted or anything, but she stayed here day and night, watching over Draco, who hadn’t opened his eyes ever since Harry had brought him back from ‘The last battle’. Harry sighed once more thinking about how Ginny’s been these last two weeks.
She’d been sad, quiet and barely ate. Harry knew it was because of Draco. He even felt bad for Draco. The doctors at St. Mungo say that Draco might never wake up again. Another casualty.
Harry ruffled his hair as he left the toilet and headed to Draco’s room. He walked past a man that had more hair on him than a bear, he walked past a young witch with three legs and another man with four eyes. He secretly wished he had all these things than all the pain inside of him.
He got to the door of Draco’s room and found it slightly open.
He watched Ginny sitting next to Draco’s limp body.
She was crying. Crying so much.
“Draco…Wake up…Draco…Wake up…Please…Draco…Wake up…I need you...” she said within sobs.
Harry couldn’t believe he was watching Ginny of all people cry. Althrough these past weeks, Ginny had been everything and done everything except cry. But here she was crying about Draco.
He walked away from the door and made his way out of the hospital.
He couldn’t take it anymore, he just couldn’t take all this pain around him.
Everything reminded him of Voldemort and all the loss he’s felt.
He just had to leave. But as he made his way out of the hospital he felt so helpless that he knew that even he himself could not help Ginny feel better.
Not even him.