WOW! This thread may get closed just because nobody knows what you are saying.You asked a question, then asked another question about the first question, then you went on quoting the movies, then you asked the first question again, but only this time it sounds even more incomplete than the first time.
Explain the question with more detail, if it even is a question.
Oh wait I get it now. Sorry about that. It's 5:30 AM and I have the flu, or maybe I'm just an idiot, but the question mark after the "What?" easily through me off for some reason. So I guess I'll reply now.
I don't think I'm dreaming, but I do think there is something inside of me that is able to be awaken. That's what my main intent is right now, to awaken what ever it is.
I had a really wicked dream that was really detailed about everything. I don't want to go into it really far, because I've told it so many times, but I say a little. I went to my friends house which was a castle and he gave me a drink from this wine glass thind that had a pearl mounted in the middle of it. When I drank from it I was instantly put into a hellish world. It went on from there in this hell-like place. I never tried to figure out what it meant, but my friends a real a**hole so I guess I think he's satan.
Here's another thing that happen's to me from time to time. When I'm on the verg of being asleep, like right on the line of awake and asleep, I'll suddenly be aware that I'm sleeping, not dreaming, but sleeping. My whole body starts to vibrate and my heart feals like it's skipping beats and rapidly beating at the same time. I can't wake up, but I know I'm sleeping. The one way I can wake up is by shaking my foot as fast as I can.
One time I wasn't on the verg of being asleep, I was asleep and dreaming. I was driving down this curvy road and I slipped and crashed the car into a gastation. Suddenly, completely off the subject of my dream, I started to hear all these voices saying "He's coming" over and over. I started to become aware that I was sleeping and the "He's coming" got louder and louder as I did. The visual of my dream was still there but everything was shaking just like my body and my heart. Just as I was completely aware I was sleeping the voices stopped and a single voice said "Jesus is coming". At this piont I was completely freaked out and I was shaking my foot as fast as I could to wake up. When I did I was too afraid to take my head out from the covers (I was 17 when this happened, I felt like a complete wuse). My eyes started to shut and my heart started to go crazy again as if something were trying to make sleep so I just got all the energy I could and ran out to the living room where my sister was watching Conan O'Brien. I never mentioned it to anyone untill this happened. I decided to tell my mom and she said the same things happen to her. We looked up our symptoms online and we found out that we had sleep paralysis. I was just so relieved that I wasn't crazy and they had a name for it. I don't know what the Jesus thing was, but at least I'm not crazy.
The shakey foot thing works for me, but I ask my sister to watch me to see I my foot shakes and when I came out of it she said my foot never shook. My foot shaking all happened in my head. So if any of this happens to any of you it's called sleep paralysis.