Herr Logan
Critical Bastard
Right. It must be a deep-seated trauma that makes me an agnostic, right? That's the only thing that could make me take the position that to worship an imaginary friend and expect others to do the same is lunacy, right? Is this supposed to sound like compassion and understanding? That's an ignorant, naive point of view.
I'm comfortable being honest here because I'm at no risk from anyone who disagrees with me, I'm right, and no one who talks about figments of their imagination as if they were real and had power over the world can possibly prove otherwise. I have, among other things a condition called dysthymia. It's basically depression for your entire life. You know how most people who get depressed have occasional periods of misery and then they're fine afterward? It doesn't work like that for people like me. I've seen plenty of misery in my life, and it never made me choose to not believe in a god. If anything, it made me entertain paranoid ideas about a sadistic God who liked to write my life like some kind of twisted sit-com for his amusement. And just when I was convincing myself to go ahead and off myself, something would come along to attract my attention to keep me around for a while longer. I figured that was God giving me just enough of a break to keep me around for more sadistic fun.
Those are, or were my beliefs on God. The difference between me and the weak-minded, pretentious sheep who claim to worship or know anything about God (or gods) is that I never tell anyone else they should spend time on an imaginary deity. I am more honest and have more integrity than anyone who has ever said to another person "God is like this" or "you must do this for God" or anything like that. I can admit that my beliefs are simply delusions. If you can't, then you're a filthy coward who isn't worth my respect. That's my view of all people who claim that God is real. It's a delusion, because no one can prove it. I have my ideas, and they stay ideas, not gospel.
You understand the difference now? I like that you at least said "If there is a god," and didn't tell me a fairy tale in the form of fact. That means you aren't a filthy coward like the Christians I have encountered. Wiccans aren't even worth calling cowards and liars, because it's almost always a temporary phase in youth. Only crazy people stay Wiccan long-term. These are the people who get hauled into family court and have their children taken away because they are unfit parents. That's a tiny percentage of Wiccans. Most of them are high school girls who don't have a lot of friends or confidence in themselves. I was an outcast, too. You don't see me claiming to "practice magic" or in any way relate to the primal forces of nature to make it all better. That's pretentious nonsense. You respect nature, fine. Don't romanticize it and expect me to care or respect it. Almost every soul on this planet who claims to love nature doesn't really understand it. Nature is beautiful and powerful and it is also dangerous and unforgiving. It is everything you have ever seen in your life and everything you ever will see. the word "nature" describes everything, and therefore nothing. Don't give me that romantic nature nonsense. It's meaningless.
I use my imagination to escape, just like Wiccans, but I don't profess my delusions to be real, like billions of dishonest cowards do.