Point, you have to be more open minded, all you've said about the undergound is that, "i aint got acess" " I dont touch that shit" how is that possible when you live in New york, the f#%kin heart of the underground, if not Chi-town. your whole situation is your being narrow minded from a "both sides of the track" scenario, trust me man the grass is greener. ive been on that side of the track, honestly listeinig to rappers like Lil wayne, the cash money millonaires, Dipset, and now G-unit and whole bunch of other wannabe MCs, that are lyrically retarted i got tired of it, and looking back on it, i have no idea what the hell i was thinking, lookin outside from where im standing, rap is taking a horrible nosedive, and its because of mainstream rappers that its getting this way.
ask yourself, rappers like 50 cent and Cam'ron say they'll rap till they die, or never give up the game, Bullshit, they're in it for the money, goddamn Ron Artest came out with a rap song, i was ****ing horrified by it. its all about money there is no passion to it, and it shows in their lyrics. i ask all white people why they like rap so much, the majority of them say "i like the beat" they dont give a **** what they're listeining to or how it affects them
im just sayin bro, its like the Matrix, open your mind. free yourself