I don't want to wait ❌
Besides, I'm crazy pissed and acting like I used to. Most of the members here remember that. Like..all suicidal and depressed. I just need to do something to make me forget certain troubles that I'm having. 😬
God, I wish so many people didn't "love me". 🙄 Because otherwise I would've killed myself long ago and wouldn't have to go through life anymore. And no one would care.
That's what I want.