Originally posted by Nienna
I don't want to wait ❌Besides, I'm crazy pissed and acting like I used to. Most of the members here remember that. Like..all suicidal and depressed. I just need to do something to make me forget certain troubles that I'm having. 😬
God, I wish so many people didn't "love me". 🙄 Because otherwise I would've killed myself long ago and wouldn't have to go through life anymore. And no one would care.
That's what I want.
but my brother was.....he's ok now though....he's happy 🙂
hmm.. partying? will look out for fini tonight..😖hifty:
LOL.. drinks.. I'm right opposite "House of David's" drinks, in Arima, and it's packed with people! 😖
Anyways.. just a quiet, boring christmas for me..😛 I don't go paranging-- just listen to it on radio..😛 Church on christmas day, as usual.. I bought some DVDs to keep me company..😛
I sound pathetic, don't I? 😂