ok...
I've finally got some strenght to post this
please dont make fun of me 🙁
Blind but not silent...
I sewed my eyes shut because I am afraid to see
afraid to see the bright side of life and what it means...
but sometimes I feel like God is punishing me
it's just that nothing seems worth saving...
Who got the answers to ease my curiosity?
a mearcyful God drowned in his own hypocrisy?
It seems I've lost my hope...
It's a shame no one is praying
'Cause these voices in my head
keep saying...
The more I give to you, the more I die
I scream, and I try to run away from this dreams
What I see in front of me Is only the reflection of my insanity...
I'm willing to risk my soul and my Salvation
to escape from your nightmares and isolation...
It seems I've lost my soul...
It's a shame no one is praying
Cause these demons in my head
keep saying...
The more I give to you, the more I die
Hey God, dont you think is time for you to give an apology?
🙁