shellie ^ Spear> ok... at the entry of my dad's company I saw this pretty girl waiting for the bus or something...she turned at me and ask me for the time and after that we kept talking and I invited her to my office for a coffe, she accepted... after 20 minutes in my office my brother Scott enters(he hang around my office all the time) , and I introduce him to the girl... he was paralyzed, and then he had a tear in his face, he told me "Arthur there's no one there" ...I started to cry and he hold me and we cry for almost an hour and then he took me home...
that's my life...I have to live with shit like this everyday , and then people ask me why I want to kill myself...
here my story only in a poem
I can the believe the pain you made me feel
it hurts so bad it cant be real
how could you lie
you made me cry
I wanted to crawl into a hole and die
if only I could pull off my skin
let out the nice
let harshness in
I wish and wish these tears werent real
but I cant help the way I feel
my heart feels hungry
but can not be feed
maybe it would be easier if all my emotions were dead
my hearts been ripped out and thrown away
Just for loving you look at the price I must pay
Originally posted by Blind-Enemy
shellie ^ Spear> ok... at the entry of my dad's company I saw this pretty girl waiting for the bus or something...she turned at me and ask me for the time and after that we kept talking and I invited her to my office for a coffe, she accepted... after 20 minutes in my office my brother Scott enters(he hang around my office all the time) , and I introduce him to the girl... he was paralyzed, and then he had a tear in his face, he told me "Arthur there's no one there" ...I started to cry and he hold me and we cry for almost an hour and then he took me home...that's my life...I have to live with shit like this everyday , and then people ask me why I want to kill myself...
man that sucks
Well, me and my wife have had a hard time these past three or four years. Basically here's what's happened, she was a senior in highschool, i was a sophomore in college, and I got her pregnant. This had the potential to completely ruin both of our lives, but we got through it, and now have a most beautiful baby girl. And so in trying to finish college, working, her working firstly part time, now full time, trying to get my book published, now trying to sell the damn thing, and all that has put alot on us. We hardly have time for each other, and i suppose that came to boiling point last night, when after fighting, trying to talk it out, then finally me(the strong male!) broke down into a tearful rage of sobbing that i didn't know what do anymore, I didn't know anything! And what made it worse for me was that my wife had to leave to clear her head, that's the kind of person she is, but I needed her there with me, but after awhile, I finally fell asleep, and she left and came back. But I'm still unsure if its going to work out.
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i was list sad right now. ive been depressed for a week now, and its annoying how every1 tries to see whats wrong with me!
my teachers are calling my parents to ask if they know whats wrong wich makes my mum try and get me to talk about it, my friends are asking my brother, who tells my mum who tries to talk to me about it, my mums concerned so she tries to talk to me about it, and i dont like talkin bout things when uim upset, so that makes me even worse!!!!