Ok here goes…….
Ive got 5 ppl in my family including me! My dad I hate, and ive always hated…he’s always yellin at me, were always fighting and overall I just hate his personality. My mum I’ve always been pretty close to! Ive always loved her and she knows it. My sister I adore more then anything, were completely similar, and we both love each other to death. And my brother …. Well I fight with him, but I get along with him…it’s 50/50…..but lately it’s been fighting with dad, fighting with mum, fighting with my brother, and my sisters never home now that shes 18…but when she is … yeah I'm fighting with her too! Mainly it’s my mum! I fight with her at least 2wice every day and I'm no tkidding. Theres always a fight before school about not handing in a note, my shoes getting sand all over tha floor, being late to the car so me an my bro are both late to school, not taking my lunh…you name it and we’ll fight about it! Then when I get home my mum continues the fight, or fights about me being upset about it!
I cant explain it enough for you to understand how horrible this is, but I'm trying!
to make matters worse, I'm a VERY emotional person….i get upset easily, and I cry the most out of all tha ppl in my group of friends….talkin bout them…..ud thik id talk to em bout it…..but theres one problem….theres only one of em who id talk to bout my probs (theres only 5 of us, but were really close) but shes changed…shes the “popularist” in our group…so whenever I'm upset an the attention goes to me (which I wish it wouldn’t…) she tries to bring it back to her, so that makes me feel worse that she don’t care bout me bein upset!
Another thing is that I don’t like talkin bout my probs, and I like bein left alone while I'm upset….so I spend all my lunches in the girls toilets crying! Then I get home I'm crying too…I don’t talk to my friends no more so they worry bout me and then it leads to the post I just posted…..
Like I said I cant explain it so u know what I'm going through, but it’s a pile of shit!
I feel better already…by………I I …..that much (the distance between those two poles!)