The Marauders

Once the nurse left Remus found a piece of parchment on a table next to his bed and folded it into a ball and threw it at James
"You couldve gotten yourself killed!" exclamed Rhemus.

Being a seeker, he didnt exactly let it hit him. He caught it and tossed it to the side. "And YOU could have killed Lily or Lydia or anyone else," He replied seriously.

"I was running into the forest!" replied Remus throwing another ball.

He caught this one too. "And you might not of stayed in the forest," This time he threw the paper back, nailing Moony in the forehead.

"Erghmm...." Rhemus couldnt find an answer at that and threw another ball at James, Hitting him in the shoulder

"Yes!" said Rhemus

"Hah! You dont know what to say because I'M right!" He began laughing, but regretted it, as his wound were quite painful.

"James, are you ok?" Asked Lily, walking over to his side. He nodded, giving a bored look around the room. He was amazing- in a horrid fight one night, then the next day, while wounded he's BORED.

Lydia remained quiet. She couldn't believe it. she sat on remus's bedside. "Do you need anything?" she asks Remus.

James, attempting to rid himself of his boredom, began to search through his pockets. "Woah, I didn't think i actually still had this thing!!" He said, grasping a snitch.

"No thanks Lydia" answered Rhemus.

"Well, let me know if you do need something, okay?" Lydia asked running herugh his hair.

"Yeah, THanks for looking up to me like this Lydia" replied Remus

Lydia smiles and kisses him lightly on the lips. "You're welcome. I don't mind."

Remus smiled back. Thought one thing came into his mind... When he fell down he saw a figure on a balcony.. Almost suiciding.. The same length as Lydia...

Lydia tilted her head to the side. She could sense something was wrong. "Are you okay? Is there something on your mind?"

"Its just when I fainted a saw a girl on a balcony trying to suicide... And she looked like you.." replied Remus

Lydia sighed and looked at her hands in her lap. "It was me." she whispered almost inaudible.

James looked at Lydia this slightly worried eyes. Suicide...

Remuses face exprission probably was made the most sirius one anybody have ever seen

"What???" reasked Remus

Lydia shifted slightly. She could feel James unasked question. She just shrugged. "I've done it so many times, but I always back out at the last moment." she explained to Remus.

"But why? Whats so bad in your life that makes you want to suicide?" asked Remus