theres something SERIOUSLY wrong with me!

Originally posted by Morningstar
Hey i happen to think that 'The Great Sandy Desert' is very original! 😄 We Aussie are great at uniqueness! 😛 Though NSW is way cooler than WA!

I really dont think that was a smart comment of mine, considering ive never been to WA! 😮 😛
Ah well. If Misha says its great, i'll believe her! 😄

Originally posted by m!$hA
help me! i like to feel the pain! i like to cry, i like to be upset, i like it all! if my dad upsets me (which, if i talk to him, is every night) i beat myself up. not fully of course....but i punch myself places where people won't see, so they wont question (such as my thighs, my hips, my upper arms etc) until i bruise! or ill burn myself with the hair straigtner...all thos stuff!
and sometimes......this is the worse bit......sometimes i wish people i love will die so i can cry and cry and feel so upset. i mean, after i think that, i tell myself to stop it...but it still scares me that those thoughts even enter my mind! it's not for attention....i like to be alone when im upset.....and frankly, im upset quite a lot 😬 whats wrong with me?

Mi$hA, dear how are you feeling now, is is getting better, have you asked help. I think that this is a consequence of a problem you have. How long has it beeing going on? But, don't worry time is the best healer, so you just take initiative and everything would be fine.,