im also a hypochondriac. i worry about things
in the past two years i have been convinced ive had cancer, eating disorders, deppression, aenemia, hmm amongst other things i cant remember now.. but i never have the b@lls to go to a doctor.
*sigh* im annoying like that.. 😕 but its not an attention thing, i never really tell anyone
I have no flaws diva
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I dont relaly know, im horrible when it comes to burning bridges with someone...meaing when i get in a fight or someone does something bad to me, its over then and there. (example of that is an ex-friend of mine Becky)
I also sometimes have a retarded laugh...when i laugh really hard.. 😮
I HATE myself!
I hate myself so much! Im fat, sooo ugly, stupid, mean, and I have no job so I have no money, which sucks! I love my boyfriend so much but he said from a 1 to 10, Im a 6.5 which is so not good! He also said that Jessica Simpson is not pretty, but she's prettier than me! He thinks his best friend's girlfriend is prettier than me, which really hurts my feelings! He says Im pretty, but a 6.5 is not pretty, thats just like alright and if he thinks Jessica Simpsons not pretty but shes prettier than me, that means Im really UGLY!!! And when I look in the mirror I get so upset! I stay depressed and that's all I think about is how pretty I want 2 be! It's like Im supposed 2 be pretty but Im not! Im obsessed with this problem! Whenever I get a job, Im gonna start saving money to get plastic surgery! Some people say I need help! Is that true? Do I have a problem or is this normal?!?
I don't talk enough. glare
I've been told that I kind of put others down and make them feel dumb and I never realized this until more and more people starting telling me this so I don't know. closedeyes
I've also been told that I get too smart with people, as in I get kind of nasty. Once again. Something I hadn't realized. closedeyes
anata wa wakarimasu ka.....