forever into the dark
under the desperation of redemption
coins a phrase of forgiveness
kept from the realm of truth
yesterday seems forgotten
over the sands of time
upon the grasp of love
keeps the heart firmly in hand
over and over and over
free from death iron grip
mood swings from a valley of ashes
and on through the bright blue sea
since the days of yesteryear
through the present forms
ever and ever and ever
reaches you from behind
Originally posted by Irwinsarmy😆 nice
forever into the dark
under the desperation of redemption
coins a phrase of forgiveness
kept from the realm of truth
yesterday seems forgotten
over the sands of time
upon the grasp of love
keeps the heart firmly in hand
over and over and over
free from death iron grip
mood swings from a valley of ashes
and on through the bright blue sea
since the days of yesteryear
through the present forms
ever and ever and ever
reaches you from behind
im sick of looking at these streets
pearing through with shadow painted eyes
everyone looking at me and i cant understand
feel my life shift by like grains of sand through the palm of my hand
try to see the world though my eyes
see and feel the failur
the regrets, the passion, lust, insanity.
dont complain to me when your only bleeding
close my book and never look inside
if you do you will only find torn up pages
lukes heart was never ment to heal
skyes soul was never ment to see light
Ash is all but invincible
i know i cant write forever
but as long as the wind is cold and the nights are black of blackest
i will....
jelousy can seem to last forever
find your lovers almost dead
sleeping beside you as you hang your head
take all my time and set things straight
coz all you people say all the same thing to me
Im not what you want me to be.
the brush strokes my fingernails and carrses them in black
cheers to all the boys you kiss
i have your frist scars left upon my lips
screaming empty, dont you leave me
i want to wake up alone as im sure ive seen this look before
is something real behind this mask of past?
maybe someday i will know
ive seen so many people change
but im always gonna stay this way
should i play this song again? the lyrics just slip out
blood shed pettles dance in lovers hair
embrace yourself in me though im no good for you.
AND I CANT DECIDE IF IM ON MY OWN SIDE!!!
Im tired of waiting
youve got to let me breath
im not afriad of who i will become
sweet love from faith within
tears of gashes peirce the skin
she touched my face
in all my dark grace
stop trying to reach for me
because when the next time you see my face
im just gonna be erased
with these strings that make me a slave
i kept begging them to be pulled tighter
scream out in pain and frustation
i know that it hurts you too much
ill bear the loss and concequences
just change your tears for me.
when you feel the freeze from my eyes
then cry
im not affraid of a happy ending
i just know mine wont end that way
come on and show me this time
coz ive given all that i can give
for your love she pleads
dont let go
i dream of the autom red leaves as they lay dead in your hair
white from no sunlight
i admit everything from the frist time you met me
prove me wrong and ill come home.
i gotta do this for myself and no one else
but i want back home in your heart
the first time that she held me
i knew i would break it.
and so i did.
eyes play jelosy in the mists of green that will never be married
red was never ment to fade, but stain
shes taking her time making up excuses
got a ticket to see the world but where do we belong together
sky blue was born to sadness and crimes i could never define
its like a story i dont have and ending for
im hanging all my hope in your arms
now my soul is slowing fading
dont you know that on my toung lives the life of regret
and the scars are left upton my lips
theres a colour stuck in my head that doesnt excist
and yet i still feel alone
dont i know it, im going crazy ive been wondering if ill feel again
she can leave when she wants
just dont pretend, coz i know im no good for you
the moon lays inside my chest
rip it open and see a ture red moon
my feelings are taking shelter
and if it happens again im gonna die so slightly
I know its hard to find relife in this cold wide world
and when its over ull be the same..
she takes her time to put on her face
i never used to be one for parties and fun
ull see me over in the corner at ur high skool prom
she wants to dance
and im sitting there with two left feet
she walks up to me with a smile in her eyes
is this something? something that might be?
palms are sweeting and its only the first dance
hands running through mine
take a glance at her darknails
this girls not playing
all she wants to do is dance and i dont wonna do anything about it
step out on the dance floor and the boys around me start to hate it
place my hands on her hips and the montion hauts me all night long
now the nights over and ur trying to run away
open up ur mouth but nothing comes out the right way.
hes growing up, forgeting that they are together
he doesnt want her out there alone
looks around to conferm he is the only one in his empty room.
glancing in the mirror trying to find happiness in his dead eyes
is anyone looking for me?
happiness is a face that he doesnt see
tired of listing to rules
tired of the same faces
tired of the mask's
tired of living
why are we here? when lonly nothing seems to matter, not your job, money, carrer, people, family, friends, nothing. ur stuck there in a dark room with the doors fading away as the blood of ur memories peel down the walls.
scream, i dear him, ive done alot of things wrong when out on my own.
i want to belive in something, anything, just some insperation to help me. incertainty is the worst thing your mind can do to you. its enough to make a man sick.
he was dedicated to certain things and people in his life, but when u got nothing left, u got no reason to live. i dont want to ruin what i have, but what is it that i have?
i hate seeing it everywhere around me, happy people, people in love living there lives. i had it once, i had everything. now im thinking about a way to bring it all back, im trying to be the best i can be. thing is...when i open up my mouth its like someone else is doing the talking.
and in a way i like it....but try and fight it.
i just want to know if its alright to be myself?...now i stand alone and wait for fate.
when u feel like you arn't good enough for what you do, why f*cking bother, u feel like ur worthless then you are worthless.
there are alot of things i dont understand, people read people and examin them for a living. i would like to see someone to try and read me...
it really is true...nothings as bad as incertainty....but then.......its all i got...
trying to find what is real, i am living on my own
covered in shadows
she doesn't know my own soul
i lied to twich things around the other way
this is me and you can't see behind the mask
hes somewhere falling behind
her absence hurts him dearly
a new name to put
another mask new and better than ever
and i cant take it
theres no more feeling in this one
fight it out, where did it come from?
i lose myself to it
now im at the peak and see me here falling apart
if he askes for help, its only the real side of me reaching through
in this fear
ash, gets the best of me.
time, its all i have
but still theres something i dont really understand
when i put pen to pad
things never came out so dark in this world known
some people realte to this beauty
some cry as being touched
others envy and hate
i used to dream now i just lay there
im ...always so tired
i havent felt human affecton for so long
no emotions behind everything
its just all there
no feeling
once i felt so alive...and the night my hand ran through her hair...my fingers tracing in her curls...my lips resting to hers, our eyes falling asleep in time, green...breathing as one.....
u see....apart of me still is human...
ive just lost it for far too long.
dont call me my real name
dont fall in love with me
dont start to feel for me
dont care for me
dont think about me in dreams
dont think i need your help
dont try and understand me
dont touch me
dont come out to see me
dont ask to touch my heart
dont speak the name by thinking it means more to me, that just pisses me off when u have no idea whats behind that name and how much the last person that really knew me ment to me and how it made me feel when that name passed her lips
ur not ****ing her..
and i will never be yours
I may be young....
but i have enough past...
to change the future.. all that glitters, all that is precious.....i can steal.
any theif can..
but your heart... only i could ever steal something so rare in this world.
ill wear it around my neck always so the world will know that it belongs to me.
theif, gipsy, bandit, pirate. ive been called worse
still, im the only one with the weight of ur heart around my neck.
and i do...bear it.
if i did this, would i have concquences later?
can we really see the future? or only look back on the past?
can we change the past to prevent events from happening ?
theory that a flap of a butterfly wing can cause a thyphone somewhere in this world.
then what about all the things ive done?...could i be someone else? be somewhere else?
can i go back and change things in theory? what things would i do diffrently to prevent so many mistakes in my life..
can it really happen?...
see the future,,, or change the past... which do u chose?