Originally posted by silent dreams
(shocked wow....srry for butting in. I just couldn't help replying to this. Kim, we both have something in common, except for the cross necklace thing, I too have tried to commit suicide. Slitting my wrist. I made a rather large, cut on my wrist. It didn't penetrate deep, but my parents got worried about me, and parcially mad too. sorry sorry sorry rpg buddies for butting in like this 🙁 )
Originally posted by tenshi_kitsune
((Doesn't life do that to you? I know there are so many great things in life but when people abuse you, like call you "worthless" and "dumb" and "stupid" It hurts and you become blinded to all the good things you have to look forward to. I realized that when I tried to commit suicide, I wanted to make my family see how much they were hurting me. I wanted everyone who made fun of me to pay for it and suffer with regret. It's dumb, I know but when people push you frequently to the point of breaking down, you are so oblivious to all the good around you, you just forget about it, and can only see one way out. It's scary really. I hope I never try to kill myself again, though I don't really know if I will or not. My family's... let's just say it's not the greatest. I love my mom and that's it. My dad I hate because he's an annoying bastard, my sister picks at me all the time to the point where I wish her dead, and I'm completely worthless to my brother. My mom makes me feel bad sometimes but I love her all the same. My dad, brother, and sister on the other hand I hate with a passion. ^^ Sorry I'm blabbing about bad fortune and crap. I get really emotional talking about this stuff so... yeah. Anyways. Back to the RP!!! ^.^ And I'm glad that you're still here too SD, I dont know what I'd do without you here))
Originally posted by Maleficus
(You're better now though, right?)
Originally posted by tenshi_kitsune(I'm not sure what to say about this. I've never had to deal with these kinds of things. I'm not the brightest person, but I can think of one thing I can say. You are a good person, no matter what anyone says. No matter what you are told you are cool, you are fun, and you are one of the best friends I have. I am glad you are here, I'm glad for the time I get to talk to you, I'm glad that you have been there when I needed someone to talk to. You're awesome and that is all you need to know. *Big BIG hug! hug * That goes for all of you. You are all good friends, thanks for being you.)
((Doesn't life do that to you? I know there are so many great things in life but when people abuse you, like call you "worthless" and "dumb" and "stupid" It hurts and you become blinded to all the good things you have to look forward to. I realized that when I tried to commit suicide, I wanted to make my family see how much they were hurting me. I wanted everyone who made fun of me to pay for it and suffer with regret. It's dumb, I know but when people push you frequently to the point of breaking down, you are so oblivious to all the good around you, you just forget about it, and can only see one way out. It's scary really. I hope I never try to kill myself again, though I don't really know if I will or not. My family's... let's just say it's not the greatest. I love my mom and that's it. My dad I hate because he's an annoying bastard, my sister picks at me all the time to the point where I wish her dead, and I'm completely worthless to my brother. My mom makes me feel bad sometimes but I love her all the same. My dad, brother, and sister on the other hand I hate with a passion. ^^ Sorry I'm blabbing about bad fortune and crap. I get really emotional talking about this stuff so... yeah. Anyways. Back to the RP!!! ^.^ And I'm glad that you're still here too SD, I dont know what I'd do without you here))
Originally posted by silent dreams(Please don't think like that. I would be heart broken if you weren't here anymore. A lot of people would. If I have to, I'll find you and talk to you in person. I don't want to lose any of my friends. Please don't leave us.)
(Thats happned to me today. I shed a few tear and came on here. I accualy thought about trying to commit suicide again tonite. But then my sister would be awake...and I'm glad your still here to Kim)(no not really. I still think about doing it. and I have been under a lot of stress lately....)
(😊 a little too much there? *backs away slowly....)
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