I feel as if apart of me was left behind with the characters

OMG! in your dream you love gandalf!!

i speak to you in secret of he who hold the ring of fire, which holds the lords of aman in terror, i speak to you of my beloved

owner of ring of fire...gandalf...

OMG!! I'm what?! 😖 Gandalf's..lover? 😖...eehhh..it's OK if in Maia form..does it mean I'm a Maia too? But no..I was an Elf..I'm an Elf? and...a lover of Gandalf..in physical old man form?! NO!!

Maybe it's not "of" my beloved..maybe it's just "my beloved" without "of"..you see..two letters make a HUGE difference.

hmmm........*ponders*

cue twilight zone theme*dadadoodoo,dadadoodoo*

I h8 our world, i wanna go into LOTR i no they have wars but i will be with the frodo and Legolas, i wanna be a hobbit!!!!!!! i want somefin special to happin in our world i dont wanna leave LOTR behind, its too hard!

Originally posted by OrliNElijahsGrl
as i left the theatre after seeing rotk, i felt as if a part of me as left, or a part of me is left behind with the characters, i guess its because ive grown a bond with every single one of the characters, and experienced everything with those characters seeing the films! I think...when the rotk dvd comes out, then the extended, the the trilogy box, my heart will sink because then ill feel the heartbreak that its officially over, i kind of have that thought that its not over yet, as im awaiting the dvd and the extended and the trilogy box, i have come to realize that its not officially over yet, that the journey for me isnt officially over, although i experessed so much grief during rotk and after rotk because of the thought, it being the last lotr movie, that next december there wont be a new lotr movie, that the whole journey ive experienced in these films is going to be officially over soon

i know exactly how you feel girl....words can't describe this empty feeling inside of me now...🙁

Originally posted by shadowy_blue
OMG!! I'm what?! 😖 Gandalf's..lover? 😖...eehhh..it's OK if in Maia form..does it mean I'm a Maia too? But no..I was an Elf..I'm an Elf? and...a lover of Gandalf..in physical old man form?! NO!!

Maybe it's not "of" my beloved..maybe it's just "my beloved" without "of"..you see..two letters make a HUGE difference.

well were you sad in your dream, because if you loved gandalf, you could never have gotten with him lol, because only once ever has a maia been allowed to 'join' with an elf or man

and bloomilicious, i think, the feeling, might just be that you hungry!

Originally posted by shadowy_blue
Anyways, that's just the first part of the statement that I thought about..what about the other words in that statement..with the Lord of Aman thing? 😕

however, im not really sure about this "ehir"-thing... but I dont have any other explanation that e-chír, "of the lord/master".

... corenar or whatever the word was could also mean "Circle of fire" or "Fireball".

And about my beloved, of my beloved -
the word is very strange, Uimel. One could also translate it as "Eternal-Love", "Forever-like".... but I dont see any possibility of only "the/my beloved" because of the first letter which I interpreted as a mutated version of o, "of"... like "no+in"->"nuin" in dagor-nuin-giliath

Originally posted by OrliNElijahsGrl
as i left the theatre after seeing rotk, i felt as if a part of me as left, or a part of me is left behind with the characters, i guess its because ive grown a bond with every single one of the characters, and experienced everything with those characters seeing the films! I think...when the rotk dvd comes out, then the extended, the the trilogy box, my heart will sink because then ill feel the heartbreak that its officially over, i kind of have that thought that its not over yet, as im awaiting the dvd and the extended and the trilogy box, i have come to realize that its not officially over yet, that the journey for me isnt officially over, although i experessed so much grief during rotk and after rotk because of the thought, it being the last lotr movie, that next december there wont be a new lotr movie, that the whole journey ive experienced in these films is going to be officially over soon

I know. I cried so much. i wished I could go back in time and see them all in theaters for the first time again. You know what I mean? The first time you see them It is amazing. I wish I could do it again. All of them are so innocent at the beginning, then they think they only have to take the ring to rivendale and you just want to tell them to not take it Mordor. I was watching FOTR yesterday and it was like "oh you poor babies, you guys just want to help but you're risking you lives..." it is so sad it's over 🙁

i feel sorry for boromir

everytime i PRAY he will say 'meh il just go back to gondor'

or 'ah well you keep the ring frodo'

*cries* everytime i watch the films, i think "that is where i belong, in middle earth, that is my real home" and then as im watching them, the thought rushes over me, that....there isnt going to be any more lotr films, not this december, not next december, no more, that my whole journey is coming to an end, but at least...i can relive the journey by watching all three films back to back including the extendeds, but like i said...part of me is left behind with the characters, that part of me is with frodo in the grey havens, with sam, merry, pippin, legolas, aragorn, arwen and everyone, i feel like...i experienced everything along side them, and that i have this close bond with them all, and when i left the theatre after seeing rotk, it feels like...the bondness i have the with the characters have stayed behind with them, that they pulled that part of me to stay with him, so basically that part of me...is still back in the shire with the hobbits, with frodo in grey havens, with legolas, with aragorn, with arwen, with gimli and everyone else

i think im repeating myself but i cant help to feel like, i belong in middle earth with the characters, that its a must for me to leave this world and be with them where i belong.....where is my home

you know what i mean?

i prob am making no sense, but its hard to explain what i feel

i remember just crying so hard during rotk and after rotk, because one it was a emotional movie and two, the thought ran over me, that the journey has ended, that no more lotr films will be released after this

Thanks Exa!! 😄 And Lordy, no..I wasn't sad during that time. ❌

Originally posted by OrliNElijahsGrl
*cries* everytime i watch the films, i think "that is where i belong, in middle earth, that is my real home" and then as im watching them, the thought rushes over me, that....there isnt going to be any more lotr films, not this december, not next december, no more, that my whole journey is coming to an end, but at least...i can relive the journey by watching all three films back to back including the extendeds, but like i said...part of me is left behind with the characters, that part of me is with frodo in the grey havens, with sam, merry, pippin, legolas, aragorn, arwen and everyone, i feel like...i experienced everything along side them, and that i have this close bond with them all, and when i left the theatre after seeing rotk, it feels like...the bondness i have the with the characters have stayed behind with them, that they pulled that part of me to stay with him, so basically that part of me...is still back in the shire with the hobbits, with frodo in grey havens, with legolas, with aragorn, with arwen, with gimli and everyone else

i think im repeating myself but i cant help to feel like, i belong in middle earth with the characters, that its a must for me to leave this world and be with them where i belong.....where is my home

you know what i mean?

i prob am making no sense, but its hard to explain what i feel

i remember just crying so hard during rotk and after rotk, because one it was a emotional movie and two, the thought ran over me, that the journey has ended, that no more lotr films will be released after this

OMG, you just discribed EXACTLY how I feel. Freaky, Well thank you. I is nice when there is someone who feels the same as you, we should talk more!

I think all of us feel the same way. 😉

yeah exactly!

OrliNElijahsGrl that picture on ur siggy is gonna make me cry!!!! lol *tear*

thank god for DVD and book that you can reread and watch or else i might just die

awww wow!! we should talk more, and im glad i actually made sense, its just hard to explain on how i feel about it all

Awww i know that picture makes me wanna cry too :-(

azs i agree, thank god we have the dvds and books

Know exactly how you feel. I was so happy that rotk came out but i was sad that no more was coming after it. If that makes sense. You do get attached to the characters in your own special way and its hard to say good bye.

it is, i feel like i have this huge bond with all the characters, and that i need to leave this world and go to middle earth to be with the characters, where as is my home for me to stay

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