now thats a real attention whore, ok let me put it streinght goths have good reasons for dressing in black, they could be morning a loved one who has died, or maybe they are genral depressed, or it could be because as i child they were bullied by there pears or perents, or even that they genral like to piss people of i dont know the reson for every goth but i know i have a dammed good reson (maybe it could have turned the jesus goth)
well ok (its does not sound bad, but had it of been them) as a child i was bullied at school, i had no friends, i was scared to go out during daylight incase someone saw me, when i got older (when i was about 12) people would pick fights with me for no reson, push me to the ground and kick me when i was down.
I reilised this had to stop i started fighting back, one time me and a friend chased someone with a table leg in attempt to beat the un-holy shit out of him, so anyway i was fighting back and when i started doing this they would do worse things, i went throught my hole school years like this, these insidents forced me into the darkness, and there i stayed with my dark bilifes, i guess the thought that in the end they will die brought me comfort.
when i left school i went to collage there i met up with others like me and we became friends forever to walk in the darkness
So thats my story how about you?
mine actually stated with a single drawing. dark evil. everything i touched would turn evil and dark. i had no real friends in school either. i guess its something that brings on the hate. you really dont know what its like not to have a friend until you are truly without one. i see darkness as another life. its very hard to describe. you arent born into it, it just fills you up and, with me, turned me to wanting evil things. i do not support terrorists nor any opprsive force. but to contradict that, i find a sick since of humor in everything that happens around me in everyday life. a parapalegic was walking across the road in Iowa (this was in the newspapers) when his leg fell off. he crawled across to the road to get it and was run over by a car. LMAO!! sorry, i just find that hillarious. man wouldnt that suck to die that way? go to the gates of heaven and St Peter ask you how you died.
Well... i was walking when my leg fell off then some SOB hit me with his car.
Its funny. for those who cant laugh at life and death, i feel sorry for you. you may think im sick, but in reality you'r the sick ones.
Originally posted by justjakk
mine actually stated with a single drawing. dark evil. everything i touched would turn evil and dark.
We are the darker side of humanity, we embrace the darkness, i suppose this is why i had no friends i was always dark, always talking about the end of the world ,hell or someting similar.
The world will never understand us, they are proberly reading this now and finding it funny, but its true.
Originally posted by *Danii*
Yes, my friend Clara likes Avril Lavigne, GC, Simple Plan, and dresses really stylishly.
I like alternative Rock and rock, and I dress really different from her(baggy jeans and Ts)
My other friend is into designing, loves reading vogue and wears a beret to school
Another of my friends is into Celtic mythology, dresses a bit like a hippy and wears lots of jewellery.
My other pal is sporty and likes surfer labels, eg. Billabong
One of my other friends is as total mosher, and almost as obsessed with movies as me, so yeah, I would say my friends are pretty varied!
SHE MEANS ME BY THE WAY!
thank you, danii! u dress really stylishly too!