Gryffindor's Common Room

It is my fault I should be nicer to my sister cry just for my mom's sake...but how can I be nice to someone if I hate them?? weep I literally hate her....I've hated her since I was little And I can't stand her anymore for the way she treats us.. She treats us lk were nothing compared to her...lk we're mud you can walk all over weep

Well then, it's NOT your fault, the way she treats you. It's not your fault you hate her. It's HERS. If she didn't act that way to you and your mum, life might be a bit easier to live, don't you think?

weep Don't cry. hug

My sister will never learn cry but I need to show her respect becuz she's older than me weep

I can't not cry cry my mom is drunk, outside, has attempted to kill herself many times before, and she wants to be left alone, and they're alot of drunks around this neighborhood

cry Now I feel sad. We've gotten quite close... And I've started to feel sad when you are, cos there's nothing I can do. weep I feel helpless. cry

Don't worry about it..that's why I don't lk telling people my problems cry

My mom is inside now..and I'm makin sure she's safe...at least I hope she doesn't cut w/ the razors (she's inside the shower sitting down but teh water isn't on...ya get meh?)

I feel a lot better knowing that she's inside ✅

I'm still glad you can talk to me though. cry

Ah...better go check on her then. shockyes

Yeah, I know what you mean. God, RM, you're a strong person. I hope you make it through this and that things get better for you and everyone else in your family.

And you can talk to meh touched

She went to lay down already 😊

I don't think she's fallen asleep yet though ermm Oh, and I'm not strong...actually...I'm far from it 😬

glomp

Oh that's great. 😄

Oh, okay. Yeah you are, most people in your position, at your age, would be dead already. You attempted suicide, but you're alive now, aren't you? And you put up with it....and you love your mother no matter what. That's being strong.

hmm I don't think it's strong..cuz I complain alot 😬 I attempted it, but..it was more between trying to get high and wishing I would overdose at the same time...ya get meh??

I actually had planned a couple times to buy a lot of handlebars and to take them all at one time and go to sleep... so that I would never wake up 😬

I think I'ma go to bed nowyawn...I'll talk to you tomorrow hun wave Hope you have a good day tomorrow 🙂

Still... You're alive. 😕

Well don't. cry What'd I do if you never woke up? weep

Okay, I was about to say the same thing. Okay, tomorrow. 🙂 You too. hug

I don't think I'll ever commit suicide until my mom dies....I told my mom that I'm going w/ her when she dies ermmhappy
petpet That probably won't be for a long time though ✅

I'm back, but not for long.....just came to check if anyone had posted...I'll be on tonight though ✅

Get online in IM,missy!!

yeah missy, shame on you

Exactly,missy...lol..

I was already off when you posted that ermmhappy but I see that you just IMed meh ermmhappy

Originally posted by Running Mascara
I don't think I'll ever commit suicide until my mom dies....I told my mom that I'm going w/ her when she dies ermmhappy
petpet That probably won't be for a long time though ✅

I'm back, but not for long.....just came to check if anyone had posted...I'll be on tonight though ✅

cry Well...okay. ermmhappy

I was on but my net kept cutting me off. 😠 ... 😱 Well I'll talk to ya later then!!! 😄

Originally posted by Running Mascara
I was already off when you posted that ermmhappy but I see that you just IMed meh ermmhappy

how nice

Yupz

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