Gryffindor's Common Room

petpet Well, if you ever need to talk about it I'm here ermmhappy

Originally posted by Running Mascara
We really are shock

I worry my mom when I do that though...she starts thinkin I might kill myself or start cutting again...which is usually what happens (the cutting)

I'll try to be on tomorrow cry

kk!! Bye cry

Yeah. shock It's cool, tho. 😛 I'm an only child, y'know. You're the kind of person I'd want for a sister. glompYou understand me. 🙂

Yeah, I know what you mean. But the thing with ME is, everyone is blind to what's happening. They all think I'm oh SO happy. But I'm not. When I try to explain that, they just say I'm being melodramatic. rolleyes1 That's why I just keep my damned mouth shut and all my feelings bottled up. They can't see the train wreck I'm becoming, and when they finally do, if ever, it'll be because it's all blown up in their faces, and by then, it'll be too late. 😕

I hope you come on soon. cry

Originally posted by Selina*Starfire
Yeah. shock It's cool, tho. 😛 I'm an only child, y'know. You're the kind of person I'd want for a sister. glompYou understand me. 🙂

Yeah, I know what you mean. But the thing with ME is, everyone is blind to what's happening. They all think I'm oh SO happy. But I'm not. When I try to explain that, they just say I'm being melodramatic. rolleyes1 That's why I just keep my damned mouth shut and all my feelings bottled up. They can't see the train wreck I'm becoming, and when they finally do, if ever, it'll be because it's all blown up in their faces, and by then, it'll be too late. 😕

I hope you come on soon. cry

Awww!! That's sweet!!! I'm touched touched And yea, I'd understand you cuz I think we feel the same way alot hug

Yea, I get what you're sayin..muh friend..I was talkin on the phone w/ him and he said that he had a feeling that my best friend was crying and he said that she's sad all the time, and I said that I knew that, but how did he and he goes "I can just tell...Like you..I see that your life is going well, everything is going good except for when your little sister..or niece..whatever she is to you gets on your nerves." And I was just lk "forealz" but in my head I was lk "if you only knew weep" He didn't even realize that I was crying over the phone at the moment

Sorry I didn't know I was suppose to come on that early

cry I'm always so alone. Even when I'm surrounded by people. weep

Yeah, exactly. 😕 Tell me if you understand this; I hate being alone...yet I hate being around people and feel at my best when I'm alone. Does that make sense to you? 😕

It's okay. 🙂 You're here now!!! glomp

Yess!!! That makes perfect sense to meh!!! Cuz that's how I feel all the time!! I feel weird when I'm alone, but I feel even more lonely when I'm around people, like as if I'm not really there w/ them..ya know??

Sorry, I almost forgot I was on cuz I was editing something on myspace cry

THERE!!!! scared No-one's ever made sense of that before!! cry Damn.... hug

It's okay. cry

Did I just make sense of it?!? shock ermmhappy

glomp

Yeah you did!! 😱 And no-one else has ever understood it either!! glomp

I guess people have to put themselves in that persons shoes or atleast go through what that person is going through to understand it ermmhappy flomp

Yeah I guess. 🙂 That's why I said we're so much alike!! ermmhappy

I like that smilie. haermm

Exactly 😊 Cuz we're going through the same things right now cry

It's the flomp smilie 😊

cry D'you think it's possible we could help each other get over our depressions? Even if it's only a fraction? cry

It's funny. haermm

Possibly...I'm usually the one my friends talk to when they have problems...I don't really talk to anybody about my problems though cry I hate complaining...I don't really lk talking about them...they make me feel lk I can't handle even little problems ermm

It's cute 😊

I know, it's EXACTLY the same with me!! scared This is SO weird. shock

😊

Freaky shock

haermm That'd be funny if we turned out lookin alike and havin the same name...but then it would be scary 😖

Yeah... totally. shock But I doubt our likenessess go that far. shock

I doubt it too ermmhappy

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I'll try to get on tomorrow wave cry