black_goku#1
Codac lord of underverse
lol i will do um here is a true story and it explains why love is a hard concept for me sorry bout the errors in it um i wrote this a while ago and never fixed it
The Death of a Friend
Ever since kindergarten I had had a friend. Her name was Stephanie Arroya.
Her hair was long and brown, Her eyes where a forest green. She was beautiful. We were both lonely, so I talked to her. We became friends almost instantly.
Years had past and we were still friends. I was in the fourth grade now and Stephanie and I were inseparable from each other. So no words said she was my girlfriend; we would always look out for each other. We told each other everything and stuck up for one another. I can remember one time we were playing in a ditch. We went down and started to climb along the loose sides. To us it was an adventure, a game, we didn?t think of the consequences. We went to a real slippery area and we couldn?t hold on. We fell but luckily we did not get hurt, actually the only problem was that we had torn our pants. Her parents were furious. She was going to be grounded for two whole months I couldn?t let that happen. I spoke to her parents without her knowledge. I told them it was my fault and that they had no need to punish her. What happened next was so fast. We negotiated that she would not be grounded at all but that she would not be allowed to see me for a couple of years. I didn?t argue and it stunned them. ?NO!? I heard Steph yell. ?Its not his fault. We both decided to climb and we understand what we did was wrong. We learned not to do it again! You can?t make my best friend not see me. We have always been there for each other we?ve been through too much for our friendship to end here!? I looked at her and saw that she had no fear in her eyes she meant what she said.
Her parents looked at each other and said ?ok you can see him in a week.? ?Ok? I said. As I began to walk out the door I herd steph.?No not ok!? She barked. ?I will see him tomorrow? her parents looked at each other and said fine. I was shocked big time. I had no idea she thought about me that way. I was about to go home when they invited me to dinner.
It was amazing. We forgot that that had ever happened. But it showed that we always looked out for each other. It was truly like that. We could not be separated from each other. I was in sixth grade now. We were always by each other in school and were voted cutest couple of the year. Then a tragic day, a day I will never forget came into play.
This day started like any other Saturday. We would talk about what happened the day
Before and comfort each other. I was bored so I suggested that we go see a movie and have lunch together. She said no at first so I kept pushing towards
Yes. ?Too bad.? I was going to buy. Wait she said ?let me go ask my dad for a little spending money.? ?But im going to pay? ?no I?ll help out? I smiled at my victory and surfed the web for movies. ?What do you want to see Steph? she looked up from something she was doing and said ?uh how about spider-man??
?Yeah they will be playing it in three hours though.? She smiled ?so? ?So what are we going to do for three hours?? well you can think of something.? I looked up at her and smiled. She walked over to me and kissed my cheek. ?Why do I have to think of something to do? because you???. Love me. She kissed my forehead and went back to whatever she was doing. I thought about what we should do for about five minutes before my curiosity was killing me. ?What are?
You doing Steph?? she smiled ?I thought you would never ask, remember that picture of you were you actually smiled? Well I am putting it in a place were we can never loose it, my heart! ?Your confusing me Steph? im memorizing you at your happiest moment so I will never forget it.? I was confused and I couldn?t figure out what she was saying so I smiled. ?Steph every time I am with you I am happy. ?I know you are but you have to admit you never smile.? Well lets go get something to eat,? I said.
We grabbed our bikes then looked at each other and dropped them. ?We have two hours and fifty-seven minutes to go let?s just walk,? I said. We began walking side by side. And we began to talk about what we thought was in store for the future. Steph started it. ?Nate what do you want to be when you get older?? She asked. ?I don?t know ?come on everyone has some idea of what they want to be when they get older? well I have always wanted to be a actor for some reason. I think it?s mainly because I want to be remembered for something in my life. What about you I? ?Well don?t laugh but I always wanted to be a doctor.? What type? ?A doctor who works with dieing children. I want to help
Them to feel happy and be remembered as the doctor who cared.? I smiled. ?How is it that you can be so caring about so many people? I don?t know I just have a big heart. I smiled we were approaching a McDonalds but we just kept walking we didn?t really like that restaurant. ?Nate why do you want to be an actor again?? Steph asked. ?Well I want to be remember? ?Yeah you said that but why do you want to be an actor?? cause I like movies and well that?s the thing I really want to do.? We continued on for many minutes about what we saw ourselves as in the future but we got tired of that. Finally we found a burger king and it was pretty close to the theater well what do you want to eat? I will have the #2 with some extra fries Steph told me. So we ate and when we were done we just stared at each other for what seemed like forever. We had an hour left by the time we got to the theater. We bought our tickets and while we waited by playing arcade games. Steph jumped on one of those games were you dance by following the arrows. When she started she was awesome. She didn?t miss any of the arrows and she got perfect on almost all of them. I stared at her and was overtaken by thought man she?s perfect. When she was done we went and bought some kettle korn pickles and of course we got snickers. It was time to find a seat and we got some perfect ones in the back. The previews were so boring. The movie started and she laid her head on my chest. I put my arm around her and kissed her head. I was defiantly in love and nothing could take it away or so I thought.
It was time for us to go home and we wished it wasn?t, for it was such a joy-filled day.
As we bid our farewells and got in our parents cars I couldn?t help but feel struck with an
Overwhelming worry that my life was never going to be the same.
I had made it home before Stephanie and was awaiting her arrival. Hours past
And still no sign of her I went inside with a small worry. I got over it quick cause I figured she was fine. I turned on the television and cursed my brother for the toys he left on the floor when I saw it.
On the news was a broadcast of an accident that had seriously injured some; and Stephanie?s dads? car was involved. I had recognized it due to the ugly
Paint job and could barley think. A soon as the hospitals name was released I ran outside.
It was raining I must have missed the start due to being in my own world of worry and disbelief. I grabbed my bike and started pedaling hard. Thoughts were rushing my head and I knew this was not good.
?4 MILES TILL LUTHREN HOSPITAL? I pedaled faster
And faster till the exit was apparent. The rest of the trip was down hill so I was going faster than I had ever before. 2 MILES, 1 MILE, NEXT LEFT, I passed these signs Quickly and turned into the hospital.
I dropped my bike and ran through the doors.
Drenched I asked a triage nurse where my dear Stephanie was. ?Down that hall room 107? I relentlessly started heading toward the room when she said, ? you might not want to go in there.? Ignoring her warning I walked through the door. What I saw haunts and hurts me still.
In the hospital bed drenched in wet and dry blood was Stephanie. It wasn?t some person I did not know; it was my Stephanie. She was unconscious at the moment
And her face was cut open on the sides. Her eyelids where purple, and they appeared swelled shut. I could barely recognize her; and it hurt to see her that way. Tears burst through my face and a doctor quickly approached me. ?You can?t be in here,? he said
My heart was pounding my blood was burning.
My soul was cold and was aching.
I left the room aided by a nurse and sat in the lobby. How could this happen? I wondered. Why Stephanie? It should have been me. An hour past and I saw Stephs Dad along with a doctor approached.
?When can I see her?? I demanded in a solemn
Voice. ?Soon? was the answer I received. ?What happened?? I asked the doctor.
I received no answer. I looked at him pleadingly. ? Its too soon to tell? he must have seen the frustration in my eyes because his next words were ? go, talk to her? I could barely walk let alone stand. Some how I managed to walk into the room and sit next to her.
?Hey, how ya doing? I asked. She was conscious apparently because she opened her
Eyes and looked at me. I used every ounce of strength to hold back my blazing tears.
She stared at me awhile and weakly smiled. It was making me sick to see her this way
But I smiled anyway. ?How bad is it,? she asked ?Don?t lie? She weakly demanded