dedicated to Eliza
Falling Without Knowing
My feelings for you have started to change
I find myself wanting and needing you,
In ways I have never for any other
I dont know how much more my heart can take
With you not knowing
So let me pretend
Lie to me if you have to
Just tell me you feel the same
I care about you for reasons I cant explain
I think possibly I have already fallen
And I never saw it coming
You see I am observant of many things
Thats why its so surprising that I never noticed this
So let me pretend
Lie to me if you have to
Just tell me that you feel the same
dedicated to my crush
Am I the fool?
Should I trust your words
Or the memories we share
What I know as truth
Cant be a lie
Am I the fool for believing
We opened our hearts up to each other
That has to mean something
Have you already convinced yourself
That what we have isnt real
Am I the fool for believing
Can you really tell me good-bye
Is that what your heart really wants
I care about you too much
To just walk away without knowing
Am I the fool for believing
That I can make you happy
How do I keep making the same mistake
Am I that incapable of change
I follow my heart blindly
Believing in the lies I tell myself
Trying to substitute my pain with fairy tales
Never once taking notice of the truth
I look for the pity and acceptance of others
While pushing away those who get too close
Will I always be this helpless and hopeless
Am I really the lost cause that I tell myself I am?
Am I really the lost cause that I tell myself I am?
Am I?
You are hurt deep inside,
That I do see clearly,
But you need not be afraid,
To ask for needed aid,
Your wings now are clipped,
But you need but ask,
And someone will be there,
To help you to fly once more,
I know its hard to lose,
The one person you thought,
You would always be with,
There are others here,
To share your pain with,
So don't be afraid to heal,
It is worth it in the end,
And come and talk to me,
If you ever need a friend.