Originally posted by Unknown Girl
Everyday I live in things I cant forget
confined by sorrow and lasting regret
drowning in the pain that I brought to you
I Wish for the things that I could undo
I said I’m sorry, to you and to my mind
But in my pain there is no solace to find
I never meant for you to feel that way
Confined and trapped in yourself each day
I know all you wanted was 1 simple kiss
But I was lost in my fears, this infinite Abyss
You didn’t understand my desires, and contradicting fears
You never really knew of my apologetic tears
Did you ever know me, or why I said no?
Do you not yet relize, why I refused to show?
That you meant more to me than life, but I was too scared
Afraid to be hurt if my emotions were shared
All I wanted was your love, never silent tears
But I lost it all in the Abyss of my fears
Originally posted by T.V.O.T.I.
I so need to write something new
Love is like a rose with gentle, tender parts,
Slowly it unfolds and develops in your heart.
Its beauty can’t be tamed it’s as wild as the wind
Words can never explain the feelings held within.
You could be cut by a thorn and your heart would tend to bleed,
Sometimes it will be torn, but inside is always a new seed.
There will always be a change, and yet it grows and grows,
And although it may seem strange.
Love is like a rose.
Locked in my cage, I stare at the emptiness;
this very emptiness possesses my soul -
we are one.
The months pass, as do the years,
yet as time progresses, it loses all relevance.
I sit here trapped in a recurring nightmare, never to awaken.
I feed on my own self-pity -
I never hunger. I merely exist,
captive in this asylum, biding my time;
my sole gratification, inebriated isolation.
The door to my cage is ajar, as is often the case,
yet it's pointless to leave;
each journey leads me back
to this God-forsaken realm of suffering and despair.
Long ago, I was free;
I remember faces, smiling faces.
A different me, in a different time -
it was a time of fulfillment, of togetherness, of love.
Then one day the fantasy ended, and I was here . . .
but enough about the past; I must face my reality.
Distant voices race through my head,
as I stave off insanity.
But this time, the voice is real.
Unsure of its origin, I feel my soul is not as cold; my burden lighter.
Though I smile, I soon shiver in frustration.
Tears stream down my cheeks,
as I cannot deny that the other voice is my own,
as my rationality succumbs to my imagination.
(Maybe because u haven't brought it up before)
My sadness builds up like mountains in the sky
And let the clouds be my eyes for when it thunders i would cry
My tears would fall down from heaven so others could taste my pain
They'll know how it feels to be stuck in the rain
Sleepless nights under the moonlit sky
Drowning myself and buried underneath unliving lies
In a million words, you couldnt find to explain
How you got lost in this sudden rain
Waiting for love that was never sincere
Was some devastation mixed up in the air
When your vision is blurry and your mind create clouds
The thoughts that were unspoken was never meant to be expressed out loud
Re: My poems
Originally posted by Unknown Girl
Are we friends
or are we not
You told me once
but i forgot
Of all the friends i've ever met
You're the one i won't forget
And if i die before you do
I'll go to heaven and wait for you.
you didnt wright that stealer!@!!! thats apart of apome i have it on a email a friend sent me!!
Though I've never stopped
Trying to find my way
Nonetheless I find I'm lost
I'm just not okay
Inside I still feel empty
This void is wide and vast
All the thoughts that haunt me
Springing from my past
I can't find the balance
Inside my own head
Left with my regrets
Over things I've said
All I am left wanting
Is what I can't get
I have no other urges
On this my heart is set
So I find I'm lost
Inside my desire
Blood constantly burning
Unquenchable Fire
This poem is dedicated to my close friends Sta and Becky posted by Amy