Alright. Heres a peice I wrote just to... release some feelings I have building up. It's a bit long.
Let me tell you something about myself.
I am a simple girl, an abnormal girl.
With my apperance, I am insercure.
I am comfortable with myself, with "who" I am.
I embrace my quirks, rather than hide them.
I am a lover, I love hard.
I don't play silly mind games, I value straight up honesty,
Good or bad.
Being stubbern runs through my veins, But, I see all points of view.
I claim no religion, my faith rests in my own hands.
I believe in the un-believeable, anything is possable.
I do believe,
Our experiences mold who we are,
Our choices path the road,
But, What matters in the end is,
What left to be remembered by.
I enjoy my own time but, I enjoy others company just as much.
I tend to live in my head, my own little world, my own story.
I like to listen to others,
To get to know the ones I care about,
Mind you, it doesn't mean I have nothing to say,
I'd just rather hear about your day.
I've had a tendency to settle,
For those whom wern't so good for me.
UNTIL YOU MY FRIEND!
For once,
For one moment,
I want the one whom I set my sights on.
I scarifice alot for others,
But, It's time for me,
AND I WANT YOU!
I've been through darkness,
From pain and loss,
So I understand...
Every relationship is different,
Every pain is different.
But, I've learned that love is worth it.
So, I come to you,
As a simply abnormal quirky girl,
With my hand out streached.
It's up to you to take it,
Or walk away wondering,
What if?.
I've gotten used to that feeling
So much so... that it felt right
My feelings? My needs?
Self sacrifice poses no threat
When it happens everyday
...Who cares right? Wrong, oh so wrong...
The victim and the bully of my own torment,
I was so blind... I can feel that realization coming alive
It felt so real... I thought it was just who I was...
How does one change... what they've known their whole life...?
Are Jay
At this moment,
I couldn't want anything more,
A chance at your love,
To be everything you adore...
At this moment,
I crave nothing but your touch,
A chance to feel your passion,
To be someone you can trust...
At this moment,
I want to be there for you,
A chance to truly know you,
To be someone that you run to...
At this moment,
All I want is you.
Basically a rant.
Your words are piercing
They cut me in two
How could this happen
This friendship was so new
Everything was dandy
Until I moved in
Your money management SUCKED
And it striped me thin
The more you asked
The more I gave
I cared SO F***ING MUCH
Everytime I caved
Now the situation
Blew up in your face
I won't take this anymore!
Anymore...
Poke me,
I dare you,
But, I gurentee,
I won't sit back and take this
Like how I used to be
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I looked up too you
I respected you
You were my f***ing friend
I would have done anything for you
You treated me like dirt
Took advantage of my nature
Everything you did,
Hurt me even deeper
At this point
Do what you want
Take me to court
It just gives me what I want
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Cause and effect
It happens for a reason
Life teaches you a lesson
Even when you're bleeding
-JD
Originally posted by ~Bun Bun~
Basically a rant.Your words are piercing
They cut me in two
How could this happen
This friendship was so newEverything was dandy
Until I moved in
Your money management SUCKED
And it striped me thinThe more you asked
The more I gave
I cared SO F***ING MUCH
Everytime I cavedNow the situation
Blew up in your face
I won't take this anymore!
Anymore...Poke me,
I dare you,
But, I gurentee,I won't sit back and take this
Like how I used to be-------
I looked up too you
I respected you
You were my f***ing friend
I would have done anything for youYou treated me like dirt
Took advantage of my nature
Everything you did,
Hurt me even deeperAt this point
Do what you want
Take me to court
It just gives me what I want--------
Cause and effect
It happens for a reason
Life teaches you a lesson
Even when you're bleeding-JD
This my dear is amazing, good work, and sorry for what ever happened to you.