mate will tell you a secret,
most of everyone I know has depression scars and I know a shit ton of people, here is the secret, girls who laugh with you and have a good time with you as a friend or acquaintance will not judge you if they see your scars.
take me for example, I cannot shave my head any lower then a number 2 because my scar tssue on the back of my head will show, I cannot wear shorts because of the burns cuts and writing on my legs. my left arm is covered in burns and scars going across my shoulder and around my wrists.
I have never ever been judged by a girl who was a friend or a casual work buddy because most girls suffer with a form of depression. and the ones who judge and tease you for it have never known pain
scribbs I am usually not selfconsious about my scaring apart for my head and legs.
I have burnt a cross into my chest and have knife marks all over my chest and back and they don't bother me at all.
honestly once you embrace the fact that ' you are still surviving and here to give life everything; then you start feeling more confident about yourself