X-Men Roleplay

"Worried, no. I simply don't want to have to sit through a bunch of funerals when Cyclops comes back with a bunch of dead teenagers. If I was worried then I would've told my brother to shove it and get on that plane with you. You should know that I have very little regard for life outside of my own, now hurry up before you get left."

~Kelly simply hugged him lightly then stepped back~ You might not act like it.. but I know you care.... ~She let off a small smile and before he could say anything else she ran off to get on the Jet and Strap into a seat.~

Spiderman walked inside the jet and sat down on a seat, not bothering to strap himself in. He looked over to kelly and smiled under his mask

"so you and juggernuat, an item?" he laughed a little bit as he said it

~Kelly didnt say anything. Instead a small tiny pebble rose from the ground outside and flew into the back of his head. The Pebble then rose up and flew to her to circle around her head.~

Emma smiled and looked back at Logan as he stepped in. "Hello Logan. Do we have everyone?" She was eager to get going. The fear of Scott killing someone, and of what they might find in Kansas was getting to her. She just wanted to get this over with as soon as possible.

Charles heads back into the mansion as they take off. It seems as if Shatter is the only one who wants to stay behind. Xavier can't blame her, but he is a bit surprised. Everyone else left without hesitation and his pick for leader of the future X-Men stayed behind. He waits downstairs for her so they may talk.

Letting the searing hot water run down her form, she sighed slightly, running her hands through her hair then turning off the water.
It didn't take her long to dry off with the towel, get changed and tie her hair up underneath a headscarf.

Padding back to her room she found a new pair of socks then put on the old sneakers. She knew the Professor would be awaiting her so she went downstairs finding him in the living room.

Leaning against the large archetrave she looked down at the floor as she spoke, glancing briefly at him.

"I did want to go... but my anger got the better of me and I would've been more of a liability if I'd gone. I even yelled at Bobby... and I don't usually do that... so I hope you don't think any lesser of me for staying behind."

"I wouldn't have a team today if I thought any less of my students whenever they have a moment of doubt in their minds and heart. Its ok, Bobby has been doing this for a long time. He'll be fine I'm sure and I'm so sure that your peers do not think any lesser of you."

Shatter looked up and rested her head against the wood that her shoulder was also leaning against.

"It's also a matter of principle, because of my religious beliefs I would have struggled with holding back from seriously injuring whoever the team're now after... there's a few things I've gotta adjust myself to now that the position's been put to me."

She paused, biting her lip a little before continuing.

"I don't usually voice anything like this... my heart I mean... but I know I can trust and confide in you... so I want you to know that I'm not shying from this offer at all... its unexpected, and something I'd really have to get used to because I've been alone for so long... and I can't sacrifice anything that's of God in me... because my relationship with God has literally saved me from who I used to be... if I could remember that is..."

"Religion is interpreted differently among every individual. The same morals and motives that drives one person to do what is right may make another man stay their hand. Believe in yourself and follow what you believe. I will not lie to you, it isn't very hard to stray from the path that you swore to follow. Even I became a monster one time in my life. Things happened but eventually I was saved. I can promise you that if did go then your team would've been there to back you up no matter what happened."

Shatter nodded as the Professor spoke, sighing slightly because she knew these facts all too well. Over the last 3 years she'd seen a lot of the 'real world' and that was her entire reason to stay a Christian.

"We all have our 'human' moments and weaknesses Professor. I'm not surprised that you had that same moment... but I dont doubt that the team would've back me up no matter what. However I don't entertain any kind of negativity, I don't allow it to effect others if its overtaken me... so if I start to go 'down' you can be assured that I wont be taking anyone with me."

"And you can rest assured that if you were to fall then the X-Men will be there to catch you without hesitation."

Shatter nodded and smiled slightly, stretching as she detatched herself from the archetrave, popping the annoying vertebrae back into place.

"Like I said, I don't doubt that... it's just strange because for years now I've gone without a steady support group and people that like me for me. I guess its just another one of life's positives that I'll have to get used to..."

"I understand and don't worry you'll get used to it. We take in everyone from like former thieves, followers of villainy, amnesiacs, whatever your case is, then the X-Men will protect you.

Shatter nodded and then clicked her tongue, she'd said everything she had to say so leaning against the archetrave once again made the silence all that less awkward.

"So Shatter, if you could would you change your mind and get back on that jet? Do you still feel as if you are a liable to your teammates?"

Shatter looked across at the Professor, her expression now a lot calmer and 'together'.

"To be honest, I think no matter what, I would have stayed... I need to get used to a few things here and being that you want me to possibly lead the X-Men I need to be in the best frame of mind and body. My biggest concern is putting others at risk despite them being willing participants of missions or not... I won't have others being at risk because I can't control myself..."

"I put others at risk every day. Just you being here puts your life in danger. I took many risks over the years with the X-Men and with our dream of harmony. Sometimes it has come back to bite me but still I do not regret a single decision. I suppose we can work on that control while you me and Cain wait for their return."

Shatter nodded and smiled once again.

"I'd really appreciate the help, I'd intended on coming to you earlier before your brother, Logan and Spiderman turned up but things've been a lil hectik so I just chose to leave it..."

~Kelly looked over at Cyclops with his uniform on. she then looked to Bobby~ Do we have to wear that? ~She asked wit ha grimace~