Originally posted by rudester
Let's see my sex life is dead and haven't really met anyone outside of work. At work there are 3 guys that might be possibles.. first ones an attractive guy but he's to femmy for me..has gay eyes. Second one is my type attactive but he shows.no interest only when i talk to him (hes gay). The last one is a greek god..when i started working here a guy winked at me outside as i walked by..that was him. He says hes str8 but the way he talks to me and acts towards me says otherwise. He also wanted to know weather i was married or had a girlfriend? I made him tea when he was sick and he made me tea when i was sick..so im still trying to figure him out?
....its been a couple weeks... i guess we all have lules
I could probably go have sex right now.
It'll be more of an ego thing for me, which is why I don't even bother for real. The moment I was complimented by a cute lady, was the moment I stopped trying to throw myself on women.
It's not even worth it, first of all the women I go for have seen it all and they can see through the obvious fact that they're getting hit on because of their looks as they've plenty of attention and know why they get attention it's painfully obvious to everyone. The darker side of all of us shallow hypocrites.
When it happens, it it happens, it will happen for the right reasons. This one guy mused that he'll have grand-kids before I get tail again. I'm like look dude, you can't go around making a jackass of yourself.
I'm trying to get myself together.
I had sex again yesterday night with two guys..first one for ten mins second one for 30mins..while i was having sex the feeling of lust and hornyness went away and so i stopped...walked away. I kept thinking why am i here? Its a known fact that im changing, sex isnt as important to me as it once was
.i kinda wanna get married..move in with someone and have more..I wonder if people in general settle for someone less then they deserve? If so how many and are they happy? It sounds cocky but i always wanted someone whom i was very attracted too..is that wrong? There is this young guy 36ish at work who i dont really think of, hes half bald and average looking..anyways i saw him stairing at me..
Think he likes me bad.. i think im going to throw myself at him...i already have the words..(yes can i help u, u were stairing at me for a long time, is there something u want?) Then I say, I think I know exactly what u want then I reach into my pants and start playing with the contents of my pocket
.my pen!