The book of frozen memories

I am asking allima to close my other thread as my poems got lost almost the pages of loose chit chat and pictures..

So please unless your commenting on my work dont post chit chat here...Its annoying..

A poem which was written for me..

Don't you dare!
If you reall care -- for us, them, those, and thou!
Close your thread...why? am i not allowed
To enjoy and sigh of words painted thus...
Of life, love, joy...oh but if you must.
I will be saddened and for sure to shed a tear.
To no longer read your works. to me they are dear.

Waiting For You

No matter how far you are or where you are
No matter how much space between us
But I will wait for you with hope in my heart
My love still lonely and search for your soul
Yes, it is miserable when you are not close to me
I am sure my world is better when I am in your arms
My love for you is pure, devine and grows sure in me
Your love has no condition on me and sets me free
Waiting for you, so i can feel your gentle touch
Waiting for you, so i can get your huge hug
Waiting for you, so i can get your deep kiss
Yes, I find all my happiness in loving you
No matter when or how soon you will come back
But my heart is waiting for you.

The Night Time Dragon

Gracefully soaring,
through the midnight skies,
but too fast to be witnessed,
by human eyes.

With scales that glisten,
like the sun on the sea,
all black, greens and purples,
blending beautifully.

With eyes like the stars,
twinkling so bright,
to be seen miles away,
even in the darkest of nights.

Over mountains and rivers,
it glides through the air,
just enjoying the feeling,
with no worry or care.

The Night Time Dragon,
is a heavenly creature,
and is devoted to the night,
and has not one violent feature.

As it flies through the sky,
it gives out a calm call,
as it's way of goodbye,
for morning soon falls.

It goes back to the clouds,
and sleeps while it's bright,
and will dance once again,
by the return of the night.

Moriloke!

A dragon of decades
With scales so black
Hard like diamonds
Eyes as blue as the sea!
He lives in a cave many miles away.
and sleeps in the day!
But in the night he in his his full glory
flying unknown amonst the stars!
His cave is full of gems from afar
Beautiful items, full or purity!
No-one knows why he collects them
But I have heard of his love for a human-girl!
With hair as gold as the sun!
And eyes as blue as the sky!
Some say he morns for her
Some say he watches over her as she sleeps.
No-one really knows much about this dragon!
No-one has ever really seen him!
Accept me! I see him everynight
As i sleep he invades my dreams
To me he is a vision
of a beauty beyond all words.
And even though i keep it hid
My heart sings a song just for him
As he is Moriloke,
the rarest and yet most beautiful dragon
of all our time!

I wrote this last night..I had been crying for the last few days and my tears formed a row of words

This is dedicated to my love..His name for reasons will not be given

Waiting for him

I'm waiting cold and lonely
frozen half way dead
as hopeful lyrics of your love
bounce around in my head

I'm staring at you standing
i can see you, you are so warm
wishing i could hold you
shield you from all harm

my eyes hurt and I'm shaking
my body's feeling: lost
but still i stare at you
through this deadly frost

i wish that you could hear me
my muffled icy screams
but my words seem to be lost
like I'm half way in a dream

my head feels heavy now
my body wants to rest
but my mind is fighting
putting Will-power to the test

i want you in my vision
without you, its all a blurry
but i know now what is happening
I'm slowly slipping under

dying...frozen here
staring at you as you live
preying for god to take me
to you, my life he can give

now i cannot comprehend
my memories at a loss
i cant recall anything
fate is now my boss

So, how's everyone doing today? Anything new? Oh, that sounds wonderful! Is it pea-green, or more off-white? Yeah, OK. Tomorrow? Around noon? Great! See you there...

dont be a wise arse!

Originally posted by Frozen kisses
I wrote this last night..I had been crying for the last few days and my tears formed a row of words

This is dedicated to my love..His name for reasons will not be given

Waiting for him

I'm waiting cold and lonely
frozen half way dead
as hopeful lyrics of your love
bounce around in my head

I'm staring at you standing
i can see you, you are so warm
wishing i could hold you
shield you from all harm

my eyes hurt and I'm shaking
my body's feeling: lost
but still i stare at you
through this deadly frost

i wish that you could hear me
my muffled icy screams
but my words seem to be lost
like I'm half way in a dream

my head feels heavy now
my body wants to rest
but my mind is fighting
putting Will-power to the test

i want you in my vision
without you, its all a blurry
but i know now what is happening
I'm slowly slipping under

dying...frozen here
staring at you as you live
preying for god to take me
to you, my life he can give

now i cannot comprehend
my memories at a loss
i cant recall anything
fate is now my boss

That's very good, Sarah... I love you work.. wow.

thanks...

Originally posted by Ya Krunk'd Floo
So, how's everyone doing today? Anything new? Oh, that sounds wonderful! Is it pea-green, or more off-white? Yeah, OK. Tomorrow? Around noon? Great! See you there...

Originally posted by Frozen kisses
I wrote this last night..I had been crying for the last few days and my tears formed a row of words

This is dedicated to my love..His name for reasons will not be given

Waiting for him

I'm waiting cold and lonely
frozen half way dead
as hopeful lyrics of your love
bounce around in my head

I'm staring at you standing
i can see you, you are so warm
wishing i could hold you
shield you from all harm

my eyes hurt and I'm shaking
my body's feeling: lost
but still i stare at you
through this deadly frost

i wish that you could hear me
my muffled icy screams
but my words seem to be lost
like I'm half way in a dream

my head feels heavy now
my body wants to rest
but my mind is fighting
putting Will-power to the test

i want you in my vision
without you, its all a blurry
but i know now what is happening
I'm slowly slipping under

dying...frozen here
staring at you as you live
preying for god to take me
to you, my life he can give

now i cannot comprehend
my memories at a loss
i cant recall anything
fate is now my boss

Never had!

I've lost all sight of my goals,
An ocean of despair has swept my hope away.
Watching my hope drift away upon the tide,
And I begin to sit and cry.
I cry for everything I've lost,
For everything I've never had,
For all the things I crave but will never gain.
I weep for for you, The one I want but never had.
The one whose embrace I cannot survive without.
I see no way to co-exist,
I must have you to myself.
The pain that plagues me every day,
Wishing for your affections.
I cry for what I feel I've lost forever more.
But what....how ignorant have I been?
I've finally realized the awful truth,
I have not lost you...not really,
I cannot lose what I never had...

toot Yes, Sarah! Keep them coming babes 😉

Hungry like a wolf

As i lay here all alone
with no-one to comfort me
but my dreams and wishes
i see a stream and realise
how thirsty i really am
so i kneel down and
help myself to the water
but just then i see
a wild animal staring back at me
as i look around i realise
that i am truely alone
but yet again in this water
a wild animal appears
it stares at me for a while
with a great sadness in his eyes
and as a single tear falls from its eyes
my cheek feels wet
and then it hits me
that this wolf is no other
but my sad expression
looking back at me
and the love that i lost
has left me very
hungry....like a wolf

the nothing

i hate it here
without you
the nights go on
for almost eternity
and my heart feels
an emptiness
that i cant describe
where are you
do you feel it too
it feel like.
total darkness
almost like
nothing is there......

A wasted heart!

I always think its worth it
that maybe we'll be together
then i snap back to reality
knowing to think better

I want to feel your heartbeat
pressed against mine
our faces slowly touching
as our finger intertwine

my heart is beating faster
hoping this moment never ends
i wish for once it could be simple
too bad we're only friends

I have felt the many delays between,
Yet still I have wished for more.
But I am scared that my walls will crumble again
Because of everything that happened before.

I am afraid of being hurt,
I am afraid of hurting you.
I wish I could tell you just what it is
That‘s keeping me from what I have to do.

I am willing to take a risk
And I pray that you’ll understand.
I’ll never leave you out of anything again,
So please keep holding my hand.

I need to let you see
That I love you so much.
I want to go back to the way we were;
Loving each other and such.

Never before have I felt this way,
Felt that I‘m scared to believe.
Guess I’m afraid of what has changed,
Afraid that you will leave.

I could not bear to go through pain again
After all that we’ve been through.
After all the hurtful roads we’ve taken,
I’m still holding on to you.

I can promise you that I never meant to hurt you,
Could not ever even if I tried.
Because I have searched for someone like you,
To love and stay by my side.

So today I’m whispering these words of regret;
I’m sorry and hope we can still be together.
Forget everything that has happened
For I can’t live without you forever.

So please forgive me for all I‘ve done,
And let us together move on past this bend.
Take another chance and risk starting again,
Because I love you and will until the end

The Fake Soul

It's hard to live behind a mask,
Making people believe your happy is a very hard task,
Days go by as my life gets worse,
Constantly hiding my dreaded curse,
People always believe what they see,
But they don't know whats going on for me,
My life is corrupt on the inside,
I cant hold it much longer i cannot hide,
But yet i cannot spread my feelings about I,
Instead the reflected light of the razors shines to my eye,
The movement of the razor relieves my soul,
It can help my secret but still will never be told.

For my Kmc friends

My insecurities are my fault.
My love for you is yours.
My heart is locked up like a vault
but with writing, it's a sealed door.

You can't understand the pain I feel,
nor will you realize why.
I'd try and explain, but it's so surreal,
Hurts so much, it makes me want to cry.

I think my lack of honesty ruined what little we had,
it's an error I often make.
But it's not that which makes me sad,
cause the truth I cannot fake

falling from Grace

Shes losing faith,
Shes fallen from grace,
Looking for lost dreams,
Trying to find a place.

Of all the faces that she sees,
No one to help her,
Shes begging for a helping hand,
She needs someone to listen,
Stop and look.. shes begging on her knees.

Tears fill her eyes,
And no one listens,
No one to possibly hear her crys..
All she has to turn to,
This sharp friend,
This friend that glistens.

Will anyone ever help her?
Will anyone ever notice?
This fallen angel,
Emotions inside silently stir..

Shes losing faith,
Shes fallen from grace,
Looking for lost dreams,
Trying to find a place.

Unspoken

if i could bring words
i would write for days
filling thimbles of pages
holding the sea
or would it be but one
a sentence or two
if i could speak
where language fell short
and plummeted
to the center of a silent tongue
but i cannot speak
all words at once
and none at all
forgive these clumsy lips
please
forgive this lowly jaw
she is far too slow
and pencil, too
to catch my savage thoughts