The book of frozen memories

I found you

I went to my past
to find my future
but when i got there
i found love..

I tried to fight my demons
that haunted my life
But when i felt weak
I found strength...

I fought back the tears
as i faced the truth
but when i was finished
I found YOU....

Her Name Was sarah - work in progress

her name was Sarah
she had just turned six
In came this man
with a bag of tricks

He locked her door
as he gave an evil smile
she held back her tears
like she had done for a while

She knew what was coming
Just like any another day
he would make her feel dirty
as he has his wicked way

He would whisper sweet words
as he inserted his dick
she would cry silently
as she began to feel sick

When he was finsihed
he would kiss her cheek
then leave her alone alone
feeling rather weak

Dead

She grabs the knife
and slashes her wrists,
is this her fate
to die with hate
her parents ask god why
well was she hated and unloved
did she have no true friends
was her family never really there

she died of pain
died of hurt
but all she wanted was to be loved
to be loved by you...

wow. strong words.

all old.

here' my new one.

Daydreams like memories,
Your face imprinted on my mind,
Your fingerprints always on my skin,
My eyes locked on yours locked on me.

Everywhere I am there you are.
You have breathed life into my world.

Reality like dreams,
You caress me in every gust of wind,
You whisper to me in every song,
I can feel you in every little thing.

A flower in bloom in my heart.
I only vaguely remember your absence.

Two deranged hearts, rearranged gorgeously into one.

Is it still like it was Sarah? hug

Kiss my lips
Cure the lies
And give me another look
Eliminate the fireflies
Flashing in head

Take a look into my eyes
And translate the shadows full of cries
Wipe away the tears
That I’ve been holding almost a year

Touch my soul
With invisible hands
And replenish my mind, make it come alive

Feel my body, feel my heart
Turn up the temperature, give it warmth
Kiss my lips
And warm up my cold heart

Hear the words still in my mind
As our thoughts become entwined
Fill every breath with your appearance, with your face
And bestow the forgotten embrace

Drug me up with your love
And drop me from above
just dont break my heart
or make it shatter

And watch as the fireflies lighten the darkness
of this dying heart

The Healing Heart
Dedicated to Feanor

Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils my soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover my lost love.

'The night brings tender passing,
healing my soul with glorious wonder.
Cause not one or two,
but endless nights of dreams.

Darkness comes to an end,
happiness has conquered hate.
Love sprouting...sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.

I love you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one for me
Many weeks my lonley tears fell

Being truly alone without you..
Nobody cared truely about me
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had made.

But now with you by myside.
The wounds are slowly healing.
I am not quite ready to take on the world
But I'm free from the darkness
That has captured my heart has a prisoner

I know that my heart has began to finally heal..
So I look at you with eyes of love
As my heart blossoms..
And I smile.....

Originally posted by Tempest
all old.

here' my new one.

Daydreams like memories,
Your face imprinted on my mind,
Your fingerprints always on my skin,
My eyes locked on yours locked on me.

Everywhere I am there you are.
You have breathed life into my world.

Reality like dreams,
You caress me in every gust of wind,
You whisper to me in every song,
I can feel you in every little thing.

A flower in bloom in my heart.
I only vaguely remember your absence.

Two deranged hearts, rearranged gorgeously into one.

Originally posted by Tempest
Kiss my lips
Cure the lies
And give me another look
Eliminate the fireflies
Flashing in head

Take a look into my eyes
And translate the shadows full of cries
Wipe away the tears
That I’ve been holding almost a year

Touch my soul
With invisible hands
And replenish my mind, make it come alive

Feel my body, feel my heart
Turn up the temperature, give it warmth
Kiss my lips
And warm up my cold heart

Hear the words still in my mind
As our thoughts become entwined
Fill every breath with your appearance, with your face
And bestow the forgotten embrace

Drug me up with your love
And drop me from above
just dont break my heart
or make it shatter

And watch as the fireflies lighten the darkness
of this dying heart

Originally posted by Tempest
[b]The Healing Heart
Dedicated to Feanor

Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils my soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover my lost love.

'The night brings tender passing,
healing my soul with glorious wonder.
Cause not one or two,
but endless nights of dreams.

Darkness comes to an end,
happiness has conquered hate.
Love sprouting...sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.

I love you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one for me
Many weeks my lonley tears fell

Being truly alone without you..
Nobody cared truely about me
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had made.

But now with you by myside.
The wounds are slowly healing.
I am not quite ready to take on the world
But I'm free from the darkness
That has captured my heart has a prisoner

I know that my heart has began to finally heal..
So I look at you with eyes of love
As my heart blossoms..
And I smile..... [/B]

The ghost of memories
Dedicated to the Cmaster

There you go on and on
when i said i didn't care
I tried to sleep
but you keep haunting me
it shouldn't take this long
but I guess I was wrong
tonight my heart is cold
lost in my lies consoled
you now share no reply
I will hang on tonight
I will see through the night
Then turning away for the last time
never to return like a castaway

You are searching for the truth
I wasn't prepared for whats to come
I destroyed something beautiful
Your life, your dreams
my love for you has faded
and we must move on....
get over me, so I can get over you
why did i just drag you..
when in my heart you cant stay
the time has come to die another day
I used to live such a simple life

we have now moved on
i have fallen in love again
i took my heart off my sleeve
there is something you should now
I'm going to get this right this time
i have remembered to forget
you made it way harder then it has to be
its hard to say your moving on
when you are my ghost of memories
That i have tried so hard to erase.

Originally posted by Tempest
[b]The Healing Heart
Dedicated to Feanor

Shattered heart forced to heal
as greatness unveils my soul.
Hope whispered in the distance,
to recover my lost love.

'The night brings tender passing,
healing my soul with glorious wonder.
Cause not one or two,
but endless nights of dreams.

Darkness comes to an end,
happiness has conquered hate.
Love sprouting...sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.

I love you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one for me
Many weeks my lonley tears fell

Being truly alone without you..
Nobody cared truely about me
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had made.

But now with you by myside.
The wounds are slowly healing.
I am not quite ready to take on the world
But I'm free from the darkness
That has captured my heart has a prisoner

I know that my heart has began to finally heal..
So I look at you with eyes of love
As my heart blossoms..
And I smile..... [/B]

Originally posted by Fëanor
you're breaking my heart.

it a dedication of my love..how i felt without you n how i feel now

The Impossable - old

I made him a promise that i woudn't fall for him
But right now i feel like its impossibale
he touches all the right buttons with his soft words of love
and he has this cutest smile that he saves for only me
I know that his heart belongs to another
and that he will never truely be mine.
But i can dream cant i?
i cant stop these emotins from happening
Its like the more i try not to
the more i fall and hard
So i'll leave you a piece of my heart
whatever you decided to do
with it is ok!
But just remember
Not falling for you
was just to impossible....

Just some random thoughts

IF I knew ~ New

IF I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you go out the door
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more

If I knew it would be the last time
I would hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would record each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say"I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

Defeat. ~old

I watch with amazement
as girls flock to your side
saying the sweetest things
hoping you will look their way
I guess their are trying
to win you over....
But i know your heart
isnt up for the challange
as someone got there first
with her sweet words of love
and her promises of a fun filled future
your heart was simply won over
i let out a laugh as i know that girl
is none other than me...
so i slide in between them
and plant ahuge kiss on your lips
and walk away...with a smile
as i watch with amazement
their looks of defeat that
has spread on their faces....

i m so impressed by you...you re writing so well...i suppose that i can start to write again thank you for your inspiration🙂

daddy