The Sancty and friends thread

i do, most of my close mates are dead so thats a downer.
i normally sleep things off but when that doesn't work i go "numb" emotionally (its a affect of my PTSD) and the only release i can find is cutting. i don;t burn because if i get more scars i can't go through life doing what i love job wise

In response to Sancty, since Genesis responds quickly, xD:

O-oh...

You have patience, dear.

I have no idea how someone could stay in another's life after seeing that, regardless if you got into an argument or not.

Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
i do, most of my close mates are dead so thats a downer.
i normally sleep things off but when that doesn't work i go "numb" emotionally (its a affect of my PTSD) and the only release i can find is cutting. i don;t burn because if i get more scars i can't go through life doing what i love job wise

If you ever need anyone to talk to, we're always here for you, bud.

Originally posted by AbnormalButSane
I'm on 100mg. hmm Staying steady at that. I didn't get a rash that I know of. Though it's hard to tell what's from my illness and what are side effects of the other drugs I'm taking.

Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
bad PTSD, lowlevel anxiety and low level mania

You need to know that you are with friends here, Genesis, not strangers, if you feel something eating away at you, let it out.

Originally posted by Sancty
ooo right o: Yeah, when he mentioned it I searched and some of the images that came up... D: good that it works for you though! 😊

are you on any medication? i hope you can find another outlet instead of cutting, because there are so many risks..

thanks jman,

yeah sancty i know there are risks but its a habit and the pain/ release brought from cutting actually helps me feel something else then the numb, cold feeling that shuts me down.

i spend 6 days a week doing diffrent sports as an outlet but it doesn't always work even though i love sports.

Originally posted by Jmanghan
In response to Sancty, since Genesis responds quickly, xD:

O-oh...

You have patience, dear.

I have no idea how someone could stay in another's life after seeing that, regardless if you got into an argument or not.

Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
thanks jman,

yeah sancty i know there are risks but its a habit and the pain/ release brought from cutting actually helps me feel something else then the numb, cold feeling that shuts me down.

i spend 6 days a week doing diffrent sports as an outlet but it doesn't always work even though i love sports.

what sports do you play?

soccer, rugby, zen do kai (aussie martial arts) Brazillian jiu jistu, cross country

Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
soccer, rugby, zen do kai (aussie martial arts) Brazillian jiu jistu, cross country

bob jones is pretty cool admitedly

i had 2 hours sleep last night
i feel terrible
his wife emailed me. i guess he gave her my address. she's being really nice. obviously very angry and upset but not blaming me. she thinks he did care about me a lot
god its so awful

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hey sdancty, hope everything goes well for you today 🙂

i hope it goes terribly personally

not for her though, she said nice things about the wfe so i hope she comes out of this okay

you're a good guy gens

Originally posted by Genesis-Soldier
hey sdancty, hope everything goes well for you today 🙂

Originally posted by \W//
i hope it goes terribly personally

i think i'll be fine either way, just pretty upsetting and stressful for now
im so worried about weird revenge scenarios.. this is not good for my anxiety

Originally posted by Sancty
i had 2 hours sleep last night
i feel terrible
his wife emailed me. i guess he gave her my address. she's being really nice. obviously very angry and upset but not blaming me. she thinks he did care about me a lot
god its so awful

*First World Problems*

well there i meant it's awful for her
but yeah i do have an anxiety disorder.. so i am stressed