Originally posted by bogen
i do, every other night, can't move,speak.
it was really scary but now it's regular like clock work.
and then i had the black lady come, a dark skinned girl choking me, did i mention it comes with halusinations, well she wasent choking me ass such just compressing my chest so no air could het in.every happend to you?
I don't know if I have sleeep paralysis, but when I was younger I had a nightmare everynight and was terrified every night to go to bed and sometimes would stay up all night no matter how sleepy i was just so i wouldn't dream.
Sometimes and still to this day(just every blue moon, not often), just the other night actually. I was sleep and then I was just laying on my bed, but I thought i was sleep, but everything was as if i was up, so i might have been up, but i couldn't move and there was this female, one i couldn't see, i just knew, on my back putting so much pressure on me, and it didn't feel like the weight of a human being, it felt like a great amount of air pressure or something, but i was being pressed down into my mattress and she was evil, and by this time i just thought i was sleep, either, i was conscious of what was going on and was aware that I could do nothing and just needed to lie there and wait for it to be over, even though i was freaked out. Yes, i still get scared of nightmares and things like this, i'm scarred for life from my childhood. So after a while it stopped and I either just became able to move or woke up. I'm not sure if I was up or not, but my eyes were open during it and everything was normal, besides the fact that i couldn't move and this evil person was on my back and i was subjected to all that pushing pressure.
Also, something that happened when i was younger and sometimes now, If I'm having a bad dream and I realize it. It's called a Lucid dream when you realize you're in a dream. So if i start to have a Lucid dream and it's bad, I can wake myself up from the dream. Sometimes are harder than others, but with a little will power, I'm able to wake myself. As I got older, I notice that the feeling I got use to get to wake myself up never came, there was just this feeling where i knew i had the opportunity and then i would do it, But the feeling came less frequently as i got older.
There were other times when i'd just be laying in bed and every once in a while i'd get this like chaotic feeling inside of my body and everything would seem loose inside me and floating around and thoughts going every which way, and when i would get like this, I would hear voices in my room and was bound to have a nightmare when i went to sleep like this. So later in life, whenever I got this feeling, I made sure I didn't go to sleep, but whenever I went to sleep in this state, I would have terrible nightmares.
The most frequent nightmare that I had when I was younger was of my mother over top of my in my bed and then she would open her mouth very wide and eat me. I was terrified of that dreams. Other bad dreams that was of me in my bed were people tickling me on my sides. Whenever they did this, I would die.
In other dreams whenever somebody kissed me, I would die also.
In one dream my grandparents sat on either side of me and started jiggling against me and I died.
is it comprehensible.....
sound to me like all the same things i get or did get, lucid dreams;iv'e looked into this and you are very lucky because it takes a great deal of power, for any person not born into the club, it requres you to accept the fact that every day life could very well be a dream inside numerous dreams.
iv'e tried it and let me tell you it's hard.
Re: who eles gets sleep paralasis?
Originally posted by bogen
i do, every other night, can't move,speak.
it was really scary but now it's regular like clock work.
and then i had the black lady come, a dark skinned girl choking me, did i mention it comes with halusinations, well she wasent choking me ass such just compressing my chest so no air could het in.every happend to you?
I learned about this in one of my Psychology courses. There is some chemical that is released in your brain while you go into REM and it paralizes you and thats when much of your dreams come start. Sleep paralisis is when you wake up during REM and the chemical reaction for some reason does not stop. It is a theory that sleep paralisis is the reason many people believe that they were abducted by aliens and yet people have very similar accounts of what happens when you are abducted. Most people who claim to be abducted claim that a figure came in the night with flashing lights and they paralize you. Then they do all their horrible probing crap. The paralized part is obvious. Since you often halllucinate during sleep paralisis, you'll see a figure standing over you even though it is not their and you are pretty much awake and can look around. A large survey was done on people who have had sleep paralisis and the response for their first time experience was terror (damn near 100% response rate). The mixture of hallucinating with the terror often causes false memory creations within the individual. Soon, they convince themselves that they were actually abducted. This is just a theory though (not mine, I read about it).
Btw, I've never had it but I know 2 of my friends who have but neither of them experienced hallucinations.
It just dawned on me. I also would wake up in the morning or whenever from sleep and it would be hard to move. I mean, I couldn't move. My eyes would still be closed, but I was awake and still in bed motionless. Then I would exert this tremendous effort, as if lifting heavy weights or something and I would have to do this to move, or just give up and fall back into sleep. I don't remember ever given in though. I just forced it and I would be able to open my eyes and move, but it was hard and even though it happened so many times, I've never thought about it like this and what actually happened until now.
is it comprehensible.....
Re: who eles gets sleep paralasis?
Originally posted by bogen
i do, every other night, can't move,speak.
it was really scary but now it's regular like clock work.
and then i had the black lady come, a dark skinned girl choking me, did i mention it comes with halusinations, well she wasent choking me ass such just compressing my chest so no air could het in.every happend to you?
ok, it's back.
I had thought id " shaken is off" so to speak but it has returned in full force.
The other night i had my IT teacher screaming at me to get out of the class room when im lying in bed, strange i know.
The worst part is im now tired all the time and each day it become that much harder to get up and do things.
Im thinking about being put on stronger medication for it but that will mean the effects will pretty much be the same, constantly tired the big concern for me is weather ill get fat from it or not, it also slows your metabolisim.
what should i do, go insane or get fat?