The Reason Why!
I over-rated myself, thought I was more but time convinced me that I am vulnerable. It all began after I left my one and only girlfriend. I was so young and I wanted privacy or lonliness, thought there was no rush about having a relationship and it could be interesting to have an entire decade alone...a chance to get to know myself and I did. During that time I did experience a sense of inferiority toward other guys that were not alone...still knowing it was experimental or self willing but still very unpleasant to handle. It was a time of change for all the rest...new place new life new things. Throughout these 10 years I have kissed 3 girls, 1 sex, talked to 5...all of them in a hurry, never a fair time, which makes me feel like nothing at all. One never knows who you are until she spends some time around. I hate to get wrong impressions. They have much to fear being the center of attraction and behave in response of that. Isolation is bad after too long. I am sweet tempered but very strict about attention, it could mess things up with one little accident. Is why I don't bother doing what others do. My parents were extremely attentive, maybe the explanation.
Re: The Reason Why!
Originally posted by redcaped
I over-rated myself, thought I was more but time convinced me that I am vulnerable. It all began after I left my one and only girlfriend. I was so young and I wanted privacy or lonliness, thought there was no rush about having a relationship and it could be interesting to have an entire decade alone...a chance to get to know myself and I did. During that time I did experience a sense of inferiority toward other guys that were not alone...still knowing it was experimental or self willing but still very unpleasant to handle. It was a time of change for all the rest...new place new life new things. Throughout these 10 years I have kissed 3 girls, 1 sex, talked to 5...all of them in a hurry, never a fair time, which makes me feel like nothing at all. One never knows who you are until she spends some time around. I hate to get wrong impressions. They have much to fear being the center of attraction and behave in response of that. Isolation is bad after too long. I am sweet tempered but very strict about attention, it could mess things up with one little accident. Is why I don't bother doing what others do. My parents were extremely attentive, maybe the explanation.
well, that's one explanation you've given us. one piece of the puzzle. 😕
It's so sad not being able to travel, got passport but is useles$. This is not your concern. The owner of my place said it was cool, we can stay...what made the nut change his mind! Yesterday I went to Spencer Gifts www.SpencersOnline.com and they had the disco sphere...the one that shines and rotates...it fell off the display shelf right next to me...she thought it hit me. I bought a collectible set and Fireball Laser Light Show Sound Responsive www.rabbit-tanaka.com
I'm concerned about stores like Waldenbooks by how they order so many monthly issues that never sell what is required...a waste of paper! I bring something here today about superheroes...it's funny how the new Ironman has that same thing on the chest like Superman, only smaller form from the man of steel S symbol...to me is interesting! Ha Ha, how ridiculous was the guy in the steel suit with a hammer right after Superman died in the crazy comic tale!
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Sex, Money, War, Entertainment. I deeply miss my childhood! Everything is most difficult to accomplish. First pool visitor since last summer, nice looking girl just a couple hours saw me in my balcony and left. What in the world do they see in me...evil spell. It felt like a slap on my face...terrible luck. Have any of you experience this sh*t? Maybe I'm just going crazy. Always make me believe they feel superior, arrogant. It may explain why guys wear gold chains to get their attention. I understand they also need guys and pick whoever comes first. Those guys are normal...I'm not, I mean, never have that kind of life. In other words girls are not easy, must sacrifice many things to win one. God, what the hell did you do!!! I'm sitting on iceberg.
Remarkable!
Last night I had mom's haircut, most recent in a 4 months period. Later by grabbing all I needed for the shower I found a lost old porn vhs movie and led me to have an idea by removing the hilt of the shower, let the downpour fall on top of my penis, bringing the small tv & vcr to the bathroom to see this movie. It felt like oral sex because it changed direction...like a moving tongue. Hey, take it lightly, just commenting. 😱 Not fortunate enough to have the real thing...ok. Don't worry, I may bring other different subjects later.
Re: Remarkable!
Originally posted by redcaped
Last night I had mom's haircut, most recent in a 4 months period. Later by grabbing all I needed for the shower I found a lost old porn vhs movie and led me to have an idea by removing the hilt of the shower, let the downpour fall on top of my penis, bringing the small tv & vcr to the bathroom to see this movie. It felt like oral sex because it changed direction...like a moving tongue. Hey, take it lightly, just commenting. 😱 Not fortunate enough to have the real thing...ok. Don't worry, I may bring other different subjects later.
😑 holy f*ckin shit. you are an astounding individual. that was strange. but hey. power to ya...i guess.
Re: Remarkable!
Originally posted by redcaped
Last night I had mom's haircut, most recent in a 4 months period. Later by grabbing all I needed for the shower I found a lost old porn vhs movie and led me to have an idea by removing the hilt of the shower, let the downpour fall on top of my penis, bringing the small tv & vcr to the bathroom to see this movie. It felt like oral sex because it changed direction...like a moving tongue. Hey, take it lightly, just commenting. 😱 Not fortunate enough to have the real thing...ok. Don't worry, I may bring other different subjects later.
😆 That was great clapping
Not my intention. I was thinking today about making the movie logos for sale with lights & motion about 8 inches...wow 20th Century Fox. Having an angel very close all life long can be disturbing not being able to detect your reaction or those not from you. I hate to return items, buy something make sure is worth it, never let illustration fool you.
From today...hi. I saw an old soundtrack read on the back "recorded from master tapes" and I think this music won't sound like a new release, then something comes to mind...can they enhance these old records to sound like new? I went today to Waldenbooks and they had a Green Lantern team up Batman...was a good one, they fight tattoo man, Lantern distracted and Batman took him down with a punch. I learned more from Lantern and I very much like Jordan. Some of you hang around specific forums...this is my house, I cannot follow comic fellas to comment something not really important or part of a thread which I don't believe they have...a private matter. I just broke a valuable action figure by pulling the arm extremely to the back for a pose...terrible lost.
Originally posted by redcaped
From today...hi. I saw an old soundtrack read on the back "recorded from master tapes" and I think this music won't sound like a new release, then something comes to mind...can they enhance these old records to sound like new? I went today to Waldenbooks and they had a Green Lantern team up Batman...was a good one, they fight tattoo man, Lantern distracted and Batman took him down with a punch. I learned more from Lantern and I very much like Jordan. Some of you hang around specific forums...this is my house, I cannot follow comic fellas to comment something not really important or part of a thread which I don't believe they have...a private matter. I just broke a valuable action figure by pulling the arm extremely to the back for a pose...terrible lost.
Terminator from Movie Maniacs series 5...cost me $50 on eBay back in 2004. This one loses balance by not having a base with pin insert for the feet. It only brings a human skull and the rifle falls from the hand easily. Hope NECA makes a good small one besides the 18" already released. I have another pain with SW Palpatine #35 having Vaders lightsaber instead of his, also the feet are one piece...like done on purpose to piss collectors, that tells you the people running the business...common assholes.
Women with a son treat men better than those with a daughter. Today I saw many having superman tag on their car. I am posting much less than my first 2 months here...you can't blame me, this board sucks...dead boring. Still holding my "freedom of speech" title so back away. I want to buy a toy that cost $100 and I got neat things for sale...interested?
If I could have a bodyguard it'll be myself...I get a time machine, get rich and pick one of myselves from 60 seconds past. Either one should take care of each other (me) by fixing the problem through time so it never occur whatever the matter is. Feel safe by visiting this thread even if you can't offer anything...hey, just asking.
Originally posted by redcaped
If I could have a bodyguard it'll be myself...I get a time machine, get rich and pick one of myselves from 60 seconds past. Either one should take care of each other (me) by fixing the problem through time so it never occur whatever the matter is. Feel safe by visiting this thread even if you can't offer anything...hey, just asking.
I had a long journey...probably wouldn't even come back, but I wanted to save my title. Ebay sent me a figure from Hellraiser (Pinhead) defective, it has an eye missing. Now I am in a middle of solving this thing with the seller. The reason I have this weird internet connection is for ebay, this posting entertainment is secondary. One day on the dvd forum I said something about the movies we buy are a world we share but cannot be part of...well I was looking to all I have and thought what if they could be real events of life that I can get in and out anytime I wish...ha, great! Back to items I buy, I was thinking of making a perfect Mighty Thor statue like those from hardheroe...this one should have him on the move, going up a stair from the Asgard castle with a torch reflection on the right shoulder, mostly a dark area.