When I first got here nobody knew how I was until a member asked me for details...I remember the user name but by discretion can't tell. There was another one that used to visit my threads in many occasions...now is trying to be funny by imitating me a bit...he he. I would trade sex for eternity...hard at first but after people from your time pass away you get used to it. I had sex once but now during this spring break they're f hard and I'm here fd up...very irritating and my sack hurts. Oh yes, my sideburns are growing. I have the same underwear & normalwear for years but for the Superman movie I got a NY Yankees shirt and sneakers, both new. You see this guy...that's how I look like, only my hair is a bit darker, 5'10" weight 160...I just don't get why girls from Miami hate me, they are stubborn. I might get better chances by moving north but can't move for the time being. I always believed that arrogance comes from misery and that is the matter here.
What is Wrong
I am having flashbacks lately...I feel myself in the past...see my mom now and other things like place and where my body is on right now...then I keep looking around and feel on my old bed seeing the present which feels like seeing the future. Am I really here now? Just because my mind cannot change I feel trasported in time. Nothing material has caused me to feel like this so please do not be confused. My memory remains so intact and so clear! I think something is wrong. This is similar as being on the same direction but on a different location...a dimensional illusion.
Re: What is Wrong
Originally posted by redcaped
I am having flashbacks lately...I feel myself in the past...see my mom now and other things like place and where my body is on right now...then I keep looking around and feel on my old bed seeing the present which feels like seeing the future. Am I really here now? Just because my mind cannot change I feel trasported in time. Nothing material has caused me to feel like this so please do not be confused. My memory remains so intact and so clear! I think something is wrong. This is similar as being on the same direction but on a different location...a dimensional illusion.
I feel like that as well sometimes 😱
Mostly,only when I've been smoking pot though 😮💨
There is a difference from being loyal and tell the truth. Loyal means to be someone people can trust and tell the truth is contributing. Is it a lie by keeping a secret? I think the truth can be offered to worthy people not to all. Yes, the truth is a gift. A while ago 2 girls asked me to take their picture and I did it right...could do it wrong intentionally because there was no way to know but I love doing the right thing even by disliking them. Can you contribute to the fate of the world by being a hero for others to live more time or behave the right way to obtain personal peace? I think it works both ways...if you wonder why the world still exists be sure there is still someone nice out there. **I'm having trouble with the vent of my room...they leave the air on 70 all day long...I have to wear a sweater...the sun is on their side so that's the excuse**
She was 29, so lovely. I told her to reach me here and leave everything behind. The last message I got from her...she met with her ex boyfriend and reunite. Yes, her last message because I stopped chatting. It could be a lie, but after all is a rid desire so lie or not is the same ugly thing. I don't have any attraction for women. The most I can get from them is friendly talk but to me that is not enough...they know you like them.
Be Careful. Some threads are going down the list recently...I wouldn't want mine to sink either. This is an opportunity to get to know me and read all I bring with no need of disturbing others. I try to contribute and create a peaceful atmosphere here at KMC. Sometimes you may not catch my whole idea but soon you will. I love to offer ideas that somehow after you elaborate them feel some cool results about them...beneficial. Remember the science with humor thing...I mean humor from you because I'm not funny at all. THINK about different categories and why do they exist. Why funny/sad/disturbing/annoying/hustle...all the adjectives there are. It means how well you receive them, but the real thing is that all of them are just 1
Stream of consciousness..............
Why funny/sad/disturbing/annoying/hustle all the things we allow ourselfs to feel is only fleetingly.
Time is a measure that we give to ourselves that only has meaning when associated with the things we allow ourselves to feel.
Thats about all of that redcaped, pleasure reading your memo's here tonight.