Her eyes turned hazy almost immediately after looking into his eyes, and wanting to give in so badly, she caught herself and pulled away. pressing her back againt the wall to give space between them. She sighed and looked away.
"You know I do... but I'm afraid I'll enjoy it too much to where I.." she paused in mid sentence and slumped against the wall. "To where I don't want to go back and fully become what my inner heart most desires. but I've done so much already, it's a hard decisin to make in just a few days."