umm.. i do it all the time when i am on shrooms or back in the day LSD on a bad trip.. 😬
a lil uppers and some wine should do it... but, its cool you should just be yourself..
i just hope you find something to be content with and every once in a while that will make you smile..
by the way if you werent pretty and i didnt find you attractive i call you ugly for the summer glau incident... 😒