Think im dieing. I cant sleep or eat.Go to bed at midnight wake up every half hour. I take Xanax and Oxycodone . Im always in pain, always in a state of panic in one form or the other. The Doc said I have Mitra valve prolapse in my heart so relax but for some reason God made me wound up so tight my BP is always high. All my teeth hurt but dont need root canals. was born with rhumetoid Arthritis have acute pancreantitus,ulcers oh and i Sh&t blood dont know if its from ulcer or hemeroid. I am scared yet tired.Looking for some esoteric relief. try meditating and being positive. I hear these stories about people cureing thier cancer so im in hopes that works. they dont have focus groups for people who are falling apart at the seems so here i am thought it would feel better to vent..................aaaaa no one cares anyway
Originally posted by Samurai4Hire
Think im dieing. I cant sleep or eat.Go to bed at midnight wake up every half hour. I take Xanax and Oxycodone . Im always in pain, always in a state of panic in one form or the other. The Doc said I have Mitra valve prolapse in my heart so relax but for some reason God made me wound up so tight my BP is always high. All my teeth hurt but dont need root canals. was born with rhumetoid Arthritis have acute pancreantitus,ulcers oh and i Sh&t blood dont know if its from ulcer or hemeroid. I am scared yet tired.Looking for some esoteric relief. try meditating and being positive. I hear these stories about people cureing thier cancer so im in hopes that works. they dont have focus groups for people who are falling apart at the seems so here i am thought it would feel better to vent..................aaaaa no one cares anyway
😐 wow
Originally posted by ~Bun Bun~
Single again. Couldn't be happier. Sheesh relationships are exhausting!