i wish that for once my mom and dad would just straight up tell me what the **** they want from me instead of acting like im a damn mind reader and then treating me like shit when i don't do something exactly how they want it done
on Thanksgiving, i asked at least 30 times if my dad wanted help cooking. the first time, he told me to make the cinnamon rolls and the rest of the times he was like, "no i got it. don't worry about it." but it still pissed both my parents off that i didn't help
now, today my mom is pissed at me because i didn't take her to the doctor's yesterday because of her ribs, when i asked 10 ****ing times if she wanted me to but she said no
im just ****ing sick of it all. i really, really am
i just want to go away somewhere and never burden them again. cause that's all i am is a big, fat burden on their lives
Originally posted by That ACDC Chick
i wish that for once my mom and dad would just straight up tell me what the **** they want from me instead of acting like im a damn mind reader and then treating me like shit when i don't do something exactly how they want it done
on Thanksgiving, i asked at least 30 times if my dad wanted help cooking. the first time, he told me to make the cinnamon rolls and the rest of the times he was like, "no i got it. don't worry about it." but it still pissed both my parents off that i didn't help
now, today my mom is pissed at me because i didn't take her to the doctor's yesterday because of her ribs, when i asked 10 ****ing times if she wanted me to but she said no
im just ****ing sick of it all. i really, really am
i just want to go away somewhere and never burden them again. cause that's all i am is a big, fat burden on their lives
Well, you are old enough to get a job and get an apartment/house of your own. It sounds like your family doesn't appreciate you, you need to get away from that.
i can't even find a damn job in this ****ing city
every single place ive applied to has never called me back
im basically stuck here
the one job i did manage to secure back in August got rid of me after a single day just because i'm terrible at putting on eye make-up. that is a long ass ****ing story in and of itself
i really do wish i could secure a job and move away, but until im healed up from the surgery in January, i can't do anything, really. because if i get a job now, ill have to take a leave for months and months while i recuperate
it's just a big mess