omg I almost peed a little...you guys are so funny. Sorry maybe I should tell you a little bit about myself, I was ragged on for being gay from a whole group of people (long story) at one point.
I was never really open about it, and only till about a month ago when I came out during christmas. I am not use to it, (I repressed it for years and dated girls) I also had macho male friends so I replaced them as well.
hence I am on the defensive. I think it will take me a while to get use to seeing how I have to start a new life. Sorry ill try not to be so shove it down your throats.....
I quit smoking 2 week ago, and I'm having huge cravings. I know that they will pass, but the ones that I have been going through today, are larger than any others that I have felt. I fear that I will lose the fight and go back to smoking. If only I can hold out for another day. They say that any habit can be broken in 21 days. I'm not sure if I can believe this or not.
alright so Im finally getTING my thing done, its in 4 months. This means I have 4 months to prepare myself, workout and SEARCH MY A NEW LOOK. I also want to buy new cloths and new stuff for my apartment.
IN ANOTHER NOTE MY SISTER IS BEING SUCH A *****? i'VE ONLY COME FOR A FEW DAYS AND ALREADY SHES ACTING AS IF i DISTURB HER AMAZING LIFE? WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS ACT LIKE A B*. SHE PUTS HER LOSER BF AHEAD OF ANYTHING. GERRH WHAT A STUPID GIRL.