I have major self-confidence issues, don't hang out with friends but once in a blue moon. These friends come and go within months, and I never hang out with them again. My social life and relationship with people and the events and things I do with them are neither good nor bad. I'm so fake I'm a sociopath. Finally, my love life is non-existent, and I have only had one relationship that was ridiculous.
I am 19, the last point in time when I had a normal social life was when I was 11, and it ended miserably as my behavior as well as the behavior of my closest friends turned me into an outcast leper with no friends.
My social life held me back in school, my behavior and mood almost got me arrested or put in prison several times and I barely graduated with my class whom I hated. I have no clue what I want to do with life, my goals put together within days and forgotten about in around the same amount of time. However, I do desire commitment with a loving partner.
Other than being anti-social I have good genes: not really built for athleticism, but I am good looking and fairly on the intelligent side. Really all I want is to travel and see places and always meet new people.
Originally posted by Dolos
I have major self-confidence issues, don't hang out with friends but once in a blue moon. These friends come and go within months, and I never hang out with them again. My social life and relationship with people and the events and things I do with them are neither good nor bad. I'm so fake I'm a sociopath. Finally, my love life is non-existent, and I have only had one relationship that was ridiculous.I am 19, the last point in time when I had a normal social life was when I was 11, and it ended miserably as my behavior as well as the behavior of my closest friends turned me into an outcast leper with no friends.
My social life held me back in school, my behavior and mood almost got me arrested or put in prison several times and I barely graduated with my class whom I hated. I have no clue what I want to do with life, my goals put together within days and forgotten about in around the same amount of time. I don't care about people or women. My family members are alien to me and I miss my childhood because it was a lot better and the future is looking more and more grim.
Other than being anti-social I have good genes: not really built for athleticism, but I am good looking and fairly on the intelligent side. Really all I want is to live in a different place and time, and adventure.
That seems all so sad, if you ever wish to speak or to talk to you can always pm me I am looking to make new friends
I'm 27 years old, and I go the University of Nebraska Omaha.
If there was a machine that could record your dreams so you could watch them from start to finish I would use it.
There was a Cheereader in High School she was one year ahead of me that I wanted to ask out but didn't because I kept thinking of excueses. I didn't even say a word to her.
Also at a Basketball game I was going to sit down but the same cheerleader was behind me. I think she said something to me but I didn't say anything to her.
I'm a Tennessee Titans fan. It's been a somber season but I'm happy to know the Titans can avoid giving up 500 points, avoid finishing winless in the AFC South, and that Bud Adams still supports Jake Locker as the starting QB.
Originally posted by Dolos
I have major self-confidence issues, don't hang out with friends but once in a blue moon. These friends come and go within months, and I never hang out with them again. My social life and relationship with people and the events and things I do with them are neither good nor bad. I'm so fake I'm a sociopath. Finally, my love life is non-existent, and I have only had one relationship that was ridiculous.I am 19, the last point in time when I had a normal social life was when I was 11, and it ended miserably as my behavior as well as the behavior of my closest friends turned me into an outcast leper with no friends.
My social life held me back in school, my behavior and mood almost got me arrested or put in prison several times and I barely graduated with my class whom I hated. I have no clue what I want to do with life, my goals put together within days and forgotten about in around the same amount of time. However, I do desire commitment with a loving partner.
Other than being anti-social I have good genes: not really built for athleticism, but I am good looking and fairly on the intelligent side. Really all I want is to travel and see places and always meet new people.
Omg your me in the past and in the future..lol
Try this on for SizE.
Your emotionally dead inside
you care for no one because you can't care enough even for yourself
You sleep around with everyone hoping to feel some sort of emotion but really you just want to forget about how good you had it, maybe it was a dream or maybe it was real? Who knows, what is true is that your alone and no one cares about you enough to focus on you. You run away from relationship because you tell yourself that their no good when in reality you feel connected to this one person who didn't care enough about you inorder to stay. The worst truth of all this is that you know what love is, you know exactly how good life feels like and how your life could be but you do nothing to change.
I've been listening to Tony Robbins Videos for a while now, he says that the quickest way out of depression is to work out and I've worked out before and it has made me feel good but still I feel I need that emotional connection. Bad habbits die hard. You are me now! I wish I can be a better person because I know I can be, and im tired of being a ****. And im tired of myself..I strangely enough can annoy myself from repetitive thought and I think I know I annoy people on purpose because I believe if I cant be happy no one can.
Ah. I've only been RPing on tumblr and in skype with the friends I've made on tumblr.
It was on a whim, really.
I followed a few of them on my personal and saw they needed more characters so I went through the manga chapters and made as many icons as I could and made a blog.
Now it's been two months and it's probably the worst and greatest decision I've ever made
I know and have a few boards where I RP, if you're interested. I know a lot of girls, some in person and others just online that Roleplay all of the time. Infact, the usually remind me to reply when I forget. ^^;;
It's usually around winter time that I create boards, or they do since we have more time on our hands.
Originally posted by immaturerainbow
Anytime ^_^
I've never roleplayed on Tumblr. I've seen a few character sheets. How does it usually go? I might give it a try.